I dont want to lose you~

Part three

"...we are going to disband..."

Saran doesn't know what to say.

"Disband?"

"I'm really sorry Saran, I know how much the band meant to you." Emiru says.

A tear fall down Sarans cheek.

"And there's one more thing I will tell you."

Saran looks at Emiru through his tearfilled eyes.

"What do you want to tell me?"

Emiru looks down at his feet.

"I'm really sorry, but I'm breaking up with you..."

Saran is speechless, he almost can't breath.

"D...do...don't y..you...lo..love..m...me?"

"Yes Saran! I do! I really do!"

"But why are you breaking up with me then?"

"Because I can't be with you... You know I am working a lot... I have no time for being with you. And I know that you feel sad and worried, I don't want you to be that. So, if I break up with you, you will come over it, and don't feel sad and worried more."

Saran becomes angry.

"What the fuck! I WANT to worry for you! Because I love you! It's not good to work your ass of! Like you do!"

Emiru looks at him in a sad expression.

"That's the thing. If I break up with you, you will come over it and don't care. I don't want you to feel worried, because I love you."

The both have start to cry. Neither of them want to lose the other one, but there's no choice.

"Well then... Then I leave today.... I will live with Rubi...."

Saran doesn't look at Emiru. He doesn't take his stuff, he just walk out the door and start to go to Rubi.

He can't believe it. He can't believe that the one he loves the most actually broke up with him of that reason. He is heart broken.

He notices that people on the street looks at him with sad faces. He finds out that he is crying.

When he comes to Rubi, he knocks the door and waits until Rubi comes to open the door for him.

"Saran? Why are you crying?" He asks worried.

"Can I live with you?" Saran asks and starts to cry harder.

"Shh..."

Rubi pulls him into a tight hug.

"Of course you can...but why don't you live with Emiru?"

"Because he broke up with me!"

"Ohh... I'm sorry...."

Rubi let Saran come in and sit on the sofa. He wants to cheer his exband member up.

"Do you want an apple? Apple makes people happy!:)"

"I don't want any apple..."

Rubi sighs.

"Alright then.... Where do you want to sleep while You're living here?"

"I can sleep on the sofa..."

To be continued...