DECIEVED

I Love You Too💖

On the date night after Jin said he loved me i froze and just said Thankyou.He was upset obviously,but being the sweet boy he is he said nothing.We continued our meal and he like a gentleman dropped me home.

PRESENT DAY.

It has been two days since that incident and I've been locking myself in my room.Jin has flooded my phone with text and calls,but i refused to reply to them.He even came to my house as well but i requested mum to shoo him away.I can't face him not after spending those days with him.Yes it was not long only 1 month,but in those days he has almost done so many sweet things for me that nobody had done in the past.He taught me its ok to rely on someone,its ok to depend,its ok to feel love,its ok to be loved back.Although my life will be a mess and will return to being black without you,but I'll let you go because you deserve someone way better than me, someone who will give you exactly what you deserve and that is love and future,which i won't be somehow able to give you.I have baggages you see,i can't bring myself to decieve you.I gotta stop and I'll do it today,I gotta let you know,that I need to let you go,Hard to say goodbye... because over this span I came to LOVE YOU TOO JIN.....

NEXT MORNING (Monday)

Today morning i sat up and somehow managed to get myself together.I had no ability and mental strength to move it was like my heart was pulling me back from going to school.But i had too.Mind was winning today.

I got to my locker and saw Jin talking to Hobie near his locker.

He looks so handsome with his check shirt and his black jeans hugging his long legs,and to make things even worse he wore his hair up today exposing his beautiful forehead,the Rollex watch shinning from afar,damn how will i let him go?He was a mix of everything, handsome, intelligent,hot,tall,good cook,sings well, awesome human,a perfect husband material.....agggghhhh stop Y/n focus.

When his eyes met me,he came running to me like a kid comes to his mom,he hugged he so hard that he literally crashed into me with a thud.

"God Y/n babe where have you been?Why are you ignoring me?I was so much worried,are you alright?"

My eyes teared up and i desperately tried stopping them from escaping.I hugged him back.

"Hi Jin.Can we go somewhere?I need to talk to you?"

"Yes babe sure"

He pulled me to an empty classroom and pinned me to the wall,he kissed me passionately,so hard that i was left gasping for breath.My mind went blank,my knees weak,im losing it,get a grip Y/n get a grip!!!!

I stopped him and made him look at me...

"Jin stop please,i don't think we should do this anymore, I'm not right for you and we should stop.Its over"

His eyes shot up to the size of golf balls and a small tear escaped his eyes.

He caressed my cheek...

"Tongah,what are you saying?why are you being like this?Did i do something wrong?Please don't leave baby.I love you so much.Please babe please"

"Jin please stop its not possible,i don't love you anymore.This has to stop,and moreover I have someone else in my life whom i love"

His heart broke i could see it in his face and yes i wasn't lying,there is somebody whom i love more than him and that is my mum.Im ready to die for her.But Jin didn't know that and his heart broke but I love you too babe my heart screamed but my lips were numb and dead silent.

With that he just left not one word and smashed the door behind him and i lost it,i slid down the wall and my eyes started to pour itself out.

I somehow got myself up and dragged myself to Principals office.