My Family Secrets

Story time

When I open my eyes, I realize i'm back in my damn cell.

Fucking hell, I figured he was going to kill me after that last remark.

I glance down to see im wearing a fresh pair of clothes, not that is strange.

I have a pair of nice looking blue jeans and a red checkered flannel button up.

He has never given me such nice looking clothes, I always get an old scuffed up T-shirt that is like 4 times my size and a pair of black leggings.

He must have something special planned for me.
Yay! Note the sarcasm.

"UGGGHHHH" my throat burns as if I just chugged down hot coffee.

I feel like I fell off a cliff. My body aches and my lungs burn with every breath of air I breath in and out He must have given me one hell of a beating after I passed out .

I look down rubbing my wrist, I think he sprained it. My face hurts where he laid that final blow that sent my head's spinning, I no doubt have a bruise the size of his fist. I have an ache in the back of my head where he gripped my hair.

God I hate him. He was meant to protect me, love me. Like a Normal older brother. But that bird flew out the window, when dad did.

I was 6 when daddy left, he had came into my room to tuck me into bed. He gave me a kiss on the forehead, he looked so sad. I'll never forget the words he told me.
FLASHBACK

I was laying in my Princess bed, waiting for daddy. Mommy said he was coming to tuck me into bed and read me my bedtime book. I can't ever go to sleep until daddy reads to me.

"Hey babygirl" I hear daddys vocie, I snap my head up to look at him.  He standing by my door with this weird look on his face. Kind like he's been crying.
"Has you been crying daddy?"

Daddy's eyes are red and he doesn't look very much happy. He looks down at me sadly and walks towards my bed, sitting on the edge by my feets. He grabs my blankie and pulls it up and over me. Tucked me in and tickled my sides. I giggled.

"Alright babygirl, daddy wants to tell you a story. Is that okay?" Daddy Asks

"Yes daddy!!" I giggle while cuddling next to daddy's side
"There once was a beautiful Princess Name Elsa she was loved very much by all of her kingdom." Daddy began " Sadly she didn't know she was a princess, for her Mommy kidnapped her and took her away from the castel and all of her people who loved her so very much. Her Daddy was very Mad, looked everywhere for her. When He finally found her, he was so happy to have her back. But then bad men came and found them. Forcing the king to leave his Princess. But not before he told her something."

Daddy lowers his head and whispers

"No matter what happens in the world, No matter how hard thing get. And everything that is bad happens. Just Remember daddy is watching, and to also run north, for you will find daddy. He is always watching. Goodnight my sweet princess." and with that I was out.

END OF FLASHBACK

That was the last time I saw my daddy, Mommy packed all our things and left that morning. We traveled everywhere until we were captured. I begged her to run North, like in Daddys story. But we always went south. Like she didn't want to find him.

When daddy left, so did bubba. Mommy said they had things to take care of.

I never did understand.

i'll never know what happened to daddy, or why my Brother turned out this way.

But one thing's for sure, I'll never tell him to Run North.

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"WAKE THE FUCK UP" Is all i heard before a foot connects with my left side sending me straight into a coughing fit. I glare up at Him as i regain my breathing.
My brother stares down at me with a pissed off look on his face. He crouches down and leans in real close and grabs ahold of my jaw. He looks right into my eyes
"Where the fuck is Your Father? Don't fucking tell me no again, it's time that bastard comes out from hiding. It's time he steps down and gives me back what is rightfully mine." he spits angrily into my face.

I muster up all the energy i had looked him dead in the eye as he did to me
"Go to hell" He grinned down at me, a crazed looks in his eye
"Gladly" He voiced out before slamming me onto the hard floor of my cell.

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The sound of pounding feet wake me that night. I quickly curled up into my corner and tried to forget that I was here,hoping this person isn't coming for me.

But then again a girl can dream right?

I heard the pounding get closer so I squeezed my eyes shut and prayed.

The sound of keys rattling at my cell had me shaking. Fuck he usually lets me recover. I heard my cell open and the steps stop right in front of me
"Eleanor" a voice whispered

The voice was slightly familiar but it sounded like the owner was shattered I felt a hand on my face. I expected the man to strike me, yet no pain came. He just gently caressed my face.

"Oh my sweet Princess"

I opened my eyes slowly. Glancing at the man crouched before me.

I didn't recognize him instantly.

But as soon as my eyes came to contact with his amazing rare red pair of eyes I knew instantly who the man before me was.

I started crying and pushed myself into his loving arms. I cried all the years of hurt and pain out on his white shirt as he held me impossibly close to him coming to a stand. I wrapped my legs around his waist and just cried.
He gently stroked my hair as he walked out my cell and up the stairs.

I never bothered looking up, I just cried in his arms as he held me for dear life.
"Daddy" I cried