The Other Side

Chapter 5 " Puffy "

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                                                                        CHAPTER 5

 I HATE MY LIFE .

You know the time when the life became so dark and you want the ground to swallow you , the time when  you regret that you were born .

" I am so depressed and I hate myself " I raised my head to the sky and the rain fall slowly on my face clearing the small tears on it .

"C'mon Puffy don't be so hard on yourself " He said with a small smile , his voice above the whisper , there were small drops of rain fall from his hair slowly ,he tried to touch my hand to comfort me but then back off and the only voice that you can hear is the sound of rain.

"Liam it's  not like that " I said

Wait what Liam ?!?!?!?!? :O that's will be the normal reaction in this situation but let's back to the beginning.

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The last week was a disaster when my parents knew about the detention I was grounded for a week no mobile phone no Laptop no hang out with my friends  and no ipod , they knew exactly how to punch me my ipod and my phone kill me please .

It was unbearable and the worst I can't get out from the house to buy a dress for that freaking party so I let Matt took that job I thought I could trust him but he has a girl to make with her god only knows what  and Jenny had emotional trouble so that left me with no dress for the party and on the top of all we have a family issue my mum and dad started fighting for days on stupid things and that made our house on fire and let me tell you a fight between my parents maybe end with the world third war  .

On Sunday

I tried to call Zac after got back my phone only I don't know why did I have the feeling that listening to his voice will make me ok , but he didn't answer me I tried several times but with no use, he had been avoiding me since he came to my home and I don't know what did I do wrong , I sent him on facebook it wrote seen but he didn't answer when I called him on phone for the gazillion time someone answer me and told me wrong number , laugh loudly and then hang up .

Monday

 I had an English project I know that’s stupid second week in school and a project pfff anyway to my luck my partner hadn't showed up and I took F and a speech full of insulting words 'Jessica it's your fault If your partner didn't come then both of you fail together in addition that you have to do it under any circumstances but the problem is you didn't get the project '

'But Mr tony it'snot my fault that  my partner didn't come' I bleeded

'no more words , you can go now '

Tuesday

I went to the photographing class and by mistake one of my photos my finger appear in it and the other was blur so Mr Milo came to me and told me in deadly serious tone 'Jessica being an OK  photography isn't the level that I want in my class  remember you are in the beginning of the way so don't be lazy  your photos show that , its so normal I don't see any creativity in it '

That comment was enough for me to make me cry for hours without stop maybe I was busy thinking about the party and the trouble at my house  but that doesn't make me a lazy or an ok photographer.

Wensday

It was the finishing bunch , I am a writer in the school's newspaper and I have a column I had a chance to put an article in it and have a better place but for my luck  Mrs kate came to me and told me 'Jessica your idea is so lame and it's weak you could write something in two lines only that shows your point I don't think that the students like what you wrote '