•Jungkook POV•
"This is insane" I say to myself. I can't stop thinking about the one and only Kim Taehyung. I never told anyone that I have a little crush on my sexy hyung/bandmate because I am terrified and anxious of what the people would think . I can feel my body getting intense as I think about the negative thoughts of what could happen if I ever told a single human being.
What if my hyungs don't agree with me? Will they not want to see me again? Would our management be pissed? Or if our whole career is gonna end because of me? Or even worse.. will Taehyung hate me?
I remembered I wasn't the only person in the room so I bite my lower lip to clog up my emotions, but it was too late. "you okay jungkookie?" Yoongi hyung says questionably. Well fuck. "Yeah, why?" I say bluntly. I'm currently in Yoongi's hotel room because I can't handle my hormones when im with Taehyung. Don't get me wrong, I love to share a hotel room with Taehyung but it's hard to hide my feelings towards him so when that happens I get kinda stressed. Rehearsals, Dance practice, Concerts, Sleep, Food, and of course Taehyung, is on my schedule.
"You're crying kook"
After I heard hyungs words my hands immediately come up to feel my face as I realize I most definitely have wet warm tears down my face. To be honest, I would give a fuck if Taehyung was watching me now because my emotions are towards him, but its only Yoongi and I so I was confident to say something.
"Sorry hyung"
"Sorry for what kookie?"
"For crying in front of you"
"eh whatever"
Ahh I love this hyung. The one who is a caring, loving, cute, and handsome person all the time.
"alright times up kookie go back to your hotel room! I'm super tired from producing all day."
"But hyung! Why can't I stay overnight? You're not sharing a hotel room with anyone, right?"
"Why can't you go back with Tae? Hm Kook?"
Ugh.I love him a lot but he won this time. I felt bad too because he was working really hard all day, even though today we had a day off. I deny to answer his question and do as I was told and so I left out his hotel room door.
"Annyeong hyung!"
I walk towards the hallways with thoughts running on my mind.Can I bare to see Taehyung again? I go a few doors down until I found Taehyung and I's shared hotel room. As I unlocked the door with the key I saw no other than Taehyung and Jimin on Vlive. 'Gods Plan' was playing on someones laptop as I entered the room with a smile on my face now that the fans can see me in the background.
"Daebak! Now the maknae line is here. Kookie, sit down next to me." I hear Jimin say. I already see Jimin grabbing the chair from the other side of the small table and place it next to him so now the fans can see the maknae line on the screen. I sit next to Jimin hyung as he wraps his arm on my shoulder. "anneyeonnnng!" I say cutely and wave to A.R.M.Y. Jimin then pinches my cheek and giggles at my adorable actions towards the camera. I swear I could feel Taehyungs intense gaze on me... but I still chose to ignore it.
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SARANG 사랑 || TAEKOOK
Fanfiction"SARANG 사랑" The Korean Word for LOVE. (n.) "the feeling of wanting to be with someone until death" Jungkooks presence in Bangtan takes hard work and lots of courage just like some other kpop artists out there in the music industry. But even tho his...