Autumns POV
Oh how I wish he'd believe me. Life wouldn't feel real. My mom has been in the hospital for 4 days now. Its Wednesday May...12th. I could not even look at myself. I felt that guilt, that pressure. I wanted to believe that nothing was going to happen but how. How could I say nothing will happen when I had 2 dreams about it. How can I say nothing will happen if his mom had the same dream. Tomorrow was the day and I knew it. I couldn't breathe. I couldn't live with the thought that I could have done something. I sat in my room at 5 am. Thinking about it didn't help. I started to cry. I cries harder and harder until I was now screaming. I felt my breath leave as I felt myself slip into a slumber. When I awoke I was in a car. I wasn't holding the wheel. I grabbed the wheel as the car went side to side. I felt light headed. I pushed down on the pedal. I charged until I saw someone in the road. I sped up. He turned a screamed.
"AHHHHH!"
I rose from my bed.
"Fuck!" I was a hour late for school. I hurried to put my clothes on. I ran out the door before my dad stopped me.
"S-stay home toda-" he broke into tears.
I knew what had happened.
"No.....no no NO NO! AHHHH!"
My mom is gone. How could this happen to me why? Why? Tell me! JESUS TELL ME WHY! My chest hurt. I screamed and cried. I couldn't take it. I fainted.
"m-m-mommy-" I screamed and cried more as light slowly gave away. I woke up in my bed. I went downstairs and grabbed food to eat. I ended puking it back up. I went back up to my bed and felt asleep.
