June 30 — 7:17 PM
'Hello hyung! I spent my day doing nothing. I didn't attend our basketball practice. I don't care if coach will be mad at me or what, i just don't want to play with them today. I said i'm sick but i don't think coach will believe me. Well i'm slightly sick tho, medyo hindi maganda yung pakiramdam ko kanina paggising ko.
My parents are still not okay. Hindi ko alam kung magkakaayos pa sila or what ayoko munang pakielamanan yung mga magulang ko. May problema rin kaming tatlo and you know that hyung. Naisip ko lang, wala namang magbabago kung maghihiwalay sila eh.
Sanay naman akong walang magulang sa tabi ko. Pero kahit ganon, I still love them at masasaktan din ako pag nangyari yun. Ugh, hindi ko maintindihan yung sarili ko. Naiinis na ako. Naiinis na ako sa mundo, sa sarili ko, sa lahat.
Miss na miss na kita hyung. Miss ko na yung pambabatok mo kapag sinasabi ko yan sayo. I miss those hugs you used to give to me when I'm being a mess, just like now. Kung pwede lang akong bumalik sa nakaraan kung saang kasama pa kita, ginawa ko na. Kaso hindi na mangyayari yun.
Ay bye na pala hyung hehe. I'm going to the convenience store. I don't want to cook tonight. Sobrang pagod yung katawan ko sa di malamang dahilan haha. Sige na hyung, i'll end this letter na. I love you!'
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07:17 ✩ meanie
Fanfiction❝i miss you so much, hyung.❞ in which mingyu writes a letter every 7:17 in the evening // sequel to 04:06 - meanie (mingyu x wonwoo) ©wongyurt
