Mei Hatsume's intstagram

don't waste you time reading this...

I can't never do anything to help...everyone keeps leaving me why, I try so hard to help you all but I don't know how and my words are meaning less...I'm sorry everyone I'm never good with helping I try so hard but I'm not sure why I should just give up cause it never works I'm slowly losing everyone and its making me do things like cutting my self and choking myself now my breathing messed up and its so hard to grasp on air some times I even stop breathing for a few seconds hahaha I can't even help myself how did i hope to help others my mom just keeps making it worst and almost hit so I can't even talk to a parent for suicide thoughts I tried once and she only makes fun of me for it how funny well I getting to the point I'm gonna end this pain yay and join Iida It'll be the one thing I can do right ^ ^