Best Kind Of Broken(Completed)

Chapter Seventeen~ Letter & Aaron, I don't...

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Katy P.O.V

 I turn and felt nothing on the side on me. I got up quick to see the bed empty.. He left. maybe he’s out in the bathroom or something. I got up from the bed and to the living room, no one. I went to the kitchen.. no one, I checked the time. Looking over to the clock on the wall… 6:37am. Everyone still sleeping...

 I sigh, I don’t feel like going to school. I was gonna go to my room when I past Jade’s room, I stared at it then I decided to go in… I walked in  to see the bed in the corner of the room. I look up the memory flashed back from seeing the small piece of rope still hanging from the ceiling fan.

 The tears in my eyes started to build up, Jade why? you left me, Asher left me, my sister & mom… who else? my friends? I will hardly see them anymore…

 I start walking around the room, I see a little desk. I walk to it to see a small piece of paper, it said

 To Katy and Ms.Diaz <3

 I open the paper slowly…

 Dear Katy or Ms.Diaz  or whoever is reading this,

 I’m pretty sure Katy would see this letter first cause I don’t think she gonna take long to see there’s something wrong….. I’m sorry for what I’m about to do.

Ms. Diaz you were like the mother I never had but I can’t take this pain anymore, I hate school. I get beat up everyday, I know I should have told you, but I didn’t want to bring problems to the house. I’m sorry I hope you forgive me… I love you. This isn't your fault

Katy, I became close to you so soon, but I can’t take this any more I’m sorry. I hate myself, I always wonder if I kill myself who would care? I have no family, my father never loved me cause I killed my mom when she gave birth to me. He beat me…

 I started to cry, the tears falling down my face onto the paper, she gonna tell me her story.

 Everyday since I was six, when I turn ten.. he sold me to get money so he can get drunk. He did it till I was twelve. I bet you’re wondering how I end up in a foster home, well one day dad got drunk and he got a bat and beat me with it. I was screaming from all the pain and the neighbors heard, but we didn’t know they called the cops.

My dad grab a knife and stab me three times in my stomach, I was losing a lot of blood so I stop moving, I guess he thought I was dead. Once he heard the  sirens. He stab himself in the heart, killing himself…. I saw everything, I wasn’t dead. Then from there I was taken to the hospital and From there I guess you know I end up here…  I like this song, mostly this part. I dedicated to you:

 I'm sorry guys but this world is just not my place

I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in

I've come to realize this world's full of sin

There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space

I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race

 

It's a disgrace, I was misplaced