Stuck In Between

Chapter 2

*Chapter 2

There is a song here it's called 5-18-14 it's my song it's original please do not copy I have all copyright to it(E/n i love her song it's amazing!)

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~~Jades POV~~

Today I woke up I decided to try and look pretty today I was sick of being ugly and called fat.

So from now on I won't eat if I do I'll just throw it up then I can be skinny. I was making my way downstairs to see my mum and she started yelling at me for no reason saying how I was being useless, that

I always spend my time hiding in my room she doesn't get the fact that I sit there crying my eyes out in the shower because I'm not good enough.

I decided to ignore the hurtful words she was throwing at my face until she said the words,

"I wish I never had a child like you Jade."

Even though she muttered it out I still heard her.

I turned around and faced her and said,

"what did you say about me?"

She glared at me angrily saying

"Jade I am your mother not your silly little friend you can tell at go take that attitude somewhere else why can't you ever be like your brother Jason???"

"Oh so now you want me to be like Jason? Okay well here's a reality check I'm not Jason I never will be okay so if you don't want me throw me okay? I get it I'm a screw up I can't help it okay!"

With every word my voice octave was getting higher until I was full on yelling I didn't even see Jason come down until he yelled at me,

"Jade shut up no one cares okay just go kill yourself."

He doesn't know how much that hurts because I've tried to kill myself and I failed well actually I stopped because my friend needed my support as much as I needed hers and ever since she helped me through my darkest I was happy I had someone to call when I wanted to die and scream out I would call her and cry until her voice soothed me, but she left me like everyone else.

No one cares about me

****flashback****

I was talking to my friend Diana she always helped me through everything,

"Diana I can't do it they all hate me."

I was saying to her well more like whispering I could barely choke out the words because I was crying so much

"Jade don't,

okay we'll fight this together

we'll be strong forever

we'll never say never

no oh

and if you're feeling down

I'll be your personal clown

make you smile

make you happy

make you love your life

and if you cry

I'll be by your side

to wipe your tears

so don't sink your boat

let it float in peace

and the monsters will scream

if they come near

because I'll do everything