Pastlifes

Chapter 8: Why? Why her?

A DAY AFTER THE SLEEPOVER
K E N Z I E
I am in my room right now its 5:00 pm and me and John currently hang out. We went to the ice cream parlour and I had so much fun and excitement in my life. We had an ice cream fight outside the parlour or else we'll get kicked out! I am so happy maybe there can be a chance of us... I fell asleep with a smile on my face.
A LOT OF HOURS LATER
BEEP BEEP BEEP
I wake up and do my morning routine! Shower ,Clothes,facial care,breakfast,checking everything I need, shoes and heading out tge door. I dont need to go to Laur and John's house they will meet me at school. As I was walking
A- Kenzie!
K- Yes I am the famous Mackenzie Ziegler hair flip how may I help you?
We both laugh
A- I heard Johnny has a girlfriend!
K- Wow not even a hey Kenzie how are you I have news! Says sarcastically
A- bwiset ka..
she mumbles it but I heard it
K- So who's the lucky gal? For John?
I am crushed but I am probably a friend in his eyes. But whoever the lucky gal is He is a keeper!
A- Actually idk!
K- Come on were here!
When we walk through the school doors all eyes on me idk why tho
P1- Mackenzie I thought you and John were dating.
K- What do you mean?
I get pulled by Lauren.
K- Hey Laur wassup?
L- N-nothing I-i j-just want someone to talk to...
She's crying why is she crying?
K- Laur its ok to cry all humans have feelings. Now tell me what's wrong pls...
L- John....
K- What about him?
L- He-he -he
We were interrupted by Johnny
J- Lauren she is- Oh uhm Hi kenz...
K- Johnny you better tell me what's going on or else-
??- Babe what the heck are you doing with these losers
I am about to cry... his gf is **********
I run out of school
J O H N N Y
YES IM DATING HER BC IM PROTECTING KENZIE NOW I JUST MADE IT WORSE I WAS ABOUT TO RUN AFTER HER
********* left just to make Kenz jealous
But Lauren slapped me
L- WHAT THE F***K JOHNNY YOU KNOW WHAT SHE DID TO ME WHAT SHE DID TO KENZ WHAT SHE DID TO ANNIE! BUT WORSE FOR MACKENZIE! I THOUGHT THAT YOU LOVED HER NOW SHE PROBABLY THINKS YOUR PLAYING WITH HER FEELINGS! HONESTLY I F***KING HATE YOU! TATTLE TO MOM AND DAD WHAT IM SAYING BUT ITS THE TRUTH!
Those words hit me but I just ran to her like there's no tomorrow. I caught her in the bench crying her heart out. This is all my fault!
J- Mackenzie....
K E N Z I E
WHY JOHNNY WHY?! That's all I thought. If you think this is jealousy you're wrong... Its because Johnny's Girlfriend is Sophia Rose. Sophia Rose use to bully me and make me feel self-esteem. She tells me Im an ugly,fat ass person. She tells me I should kill myself once she even threw a razor at me to kill myself. She even locked me in the janitors closet and cried and cried and screamed I tried asking for help but I gave up. I forgot my phone at home so I found myself a sharp object and started saying thing like my last words out loud I was gonna do it but Johnny found me we never knew eachother before .he said I was the most beautiful person he has seen and I should not give up. He told me to Look around and said that there are other people who love me. Ever since we were friends but now... idk anymore
And I heard a voice I never wanted to hear from but needed to.. deep down in my heart I needed to talk to him but I keep hesitating
J- Mackenzie......
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