Ellies POV
"I still love Ethan I really do I just can bare to see him right now and with the news he's in the hospital makes it worse." At the moment I'm sat in my room crying my eyes out waiting for any news." I bet its my fault he's in the hospital everything is my fault, I'm just a disappointment to everyone and I have realised that because it's my fault I should just end my life before I find anything out because if I find something out I'll have more pressure on my shoulders and I just can't deal with that.."
I walk into the bathroom room and look for a razor, I find Ethans and I put it on the ground and step on it. I pick up the blades and start running a bath because why not and go get some tablets to make it easier.
*time skip to when bath is full*
I step into the bath and sit down I take the full packet of tablets and press the blade across my wrist,ive made sure that when everyone gets home that a letter is in their rooms and left Ethans with Elijha to give to him. All of a sudden, I hear the door open downstairs but as soon as it shuts I back out...
