I was born and been born again...
I follow rules which I know is right and will lead me in the right path.
I knew Jesus since I was young.
I was so happy having Him in my life.
One day comes, I found myself busy at this worldly living..
My life is worthless, feel empty and void that a lot of things is missing.
I found my life is in danger, I never forgot God but I forgot the values He has taught me.
I've been living in illusions and fantasies that I can't escape.
What a life do i have now???
A life with confusion and wrong direction.
No one sees, no one is watching that is what I always says, but I cannot hide anything from God.
I was drown by the world richness and promises not knowing my life was leading to death. I live my life as if I have nothing against anyone, I live a life full of wrong mindset and no direction. I was focus with my fantasies and dreams with full of self-centerness. I want to impressed everyone as if it's the only way to get their attention.
I was drown in the deepest ocean that a lot of shark will bite me little by little.
I found my life dead and useless.
I'm seeking for something I never work for, I want everything I never focus in.
God called me but I never response, I said to Him this is what I want and I know I'm right.
I never listen to the small voice knocking at my ears day and night telling me, my child, follow me, focus to me.
I want to get what I want not knowing I'm hurting my God, He is weeping because I'm stubborn and don't want to hear His love and compassion.
After a while I found my life is dead, my life is surrounded with thorns, thorn of anger, envy, jelousy and pride.
God wake me up, He slap my face to rise up and give breath to my sleeping soul and spirit.
I was in bliss having Jesus Christ around. How He died on the cross to save me and us in the lake of fire. He did everything for me. Maybe no person would understand me but God did, He knows my thoughts even before i conceived it.
I want my Life to be FOCUS with HIM.
I let my God be GOD, not my knowledge, not my talents, not my wisdom, not my education and not my work.
His WORDS are my nourishment, my vitamins to make my life healthier and stronger.
Jesus said "everyone who drinks this water will get thirsty again. But no one who drinks the water I give will ever be thirsty again. The water I give is like a flowing fountain that gives eternal life".
( John 4:13-14).
He changed me, He gave my freedom, freedom from anything that hinders me to praise and worship Him. He broke the chain of anger, fear,jealousy, envy and pride in my life.
I surrender my life and my future to Him.
I can't accomplish anything without Him. Jesus is my Lord and Saviour, Lord God is my spiritual Father.
I can live a life with no regrets as long as I seek Him.
I will never go back to the old, ugly me. I'm now born again, renewed, fresh and clean.
I have fear of God.
I want to throw everything that this world can give, fouls word, bars, alcoholic beverages, cigarettes, insecurities, and everything that this world craves.God said this world will fade away and everything it craves but HIs words will remain forever.
I want a change and God gave it because I let Him in.
Maybe God is now knocking at the doors of your heart, eyes and ears.
Listen, Listen, Listen, He knows what is best, He already Knew what is the best for you.
He said His plans for us is not to harm us. Let's put His promises in our heart and mind.
I live my life walking with HIM forever, I want to stand before Him pure and clean.
He is bigger than my heart and I will praise Him forever.
