What I never told you

Diary Entry 8

2 March 2018

When I got home from school today I found a note in my jacket. It said:

'Meet me where we first kissed after school'

What is going on with him for the past 3 days. He doesn't make fun of me like he used to, he keeps glancing over at me and he stops the boys from insulting me.

Is he sick? Did he get hurt or something? I don't know.

When I went to the place earlier no one was there. When I sat on the swings, it started snowing again. It was so beautiful, I didn't notice he came up beside me.

He told me I was beautiful and explained what happened with his ex-girlfriend as he looked up at the sky. He also explained about us last year. I couldn't believe what I heard.

He then apologized about breaking up with me in front of the whole school. He didn't want to hurt my feelings. I said that I couldn't forgive him for using me.

He kissed me and this time I kissed back. I've missed holding him in my arms. I still got that feeling in my stomach when he kissed me. He pulled away and he put his head in the crook of my neck. We stayed hugging each other for a few minutes.

A tear had escaped my eye without knowing, he wiped my tear and told me he would wait for me.

Mom, did I do the right thing? Should I forgive him for what he did to me? He did break my heart after all. Please tell me what to do. I need you.