My father never cares of me and he thinks I care all I know that he is on the other side of the world in Africa doing his photography job but he has different wife and kids.
My mom and dad divorced when I was 2 and then I never saw him and again, I think that is the reason why I'm so hallowed and so empty inside.
I sometimes feel like I wasn't good enough and maybe he didn't love me.
He calls me but I just decline his calls so I won't have to hear his voice and cry.
It's hard not being able to hear you father's voice.
I don't want to talk to him.. I feel like I can't love him.
It's like I don't know my own father.
He probably loves me.
But I'm not sure I feel the same way...
