Do you know that feeling when your feeling out of place.. it’s not a big deal if it only happens rarely.. but what if it always happens?, what if your always the only one that doesn’t have anyone to talk to when everyone is so busy and so happy talking to each other and your just there starring at them, That feeling of being out of place is not a good feeling, Especially if it always happens..
Being in a room with a lot of people and still feeling so alone is not really a pleasant feeling, Worse is they would ask you “why are you alone?”,”Why are you a loner?”,”Are you emo?”,”are you not a people person?” blah blah stuff’s like that, that would really make you say wha? .. Its not that I’m or we’re not a people person or a loner or emo or whateves it’s just that how are we suppose to talk if there’s actually no one we could talk with.. ,
What? Do you even expect us to talk to ourselves?, well that would be really weird we’d look like morons talking to ourselves, and they might ask you if you got a brain damage or maybe you have a friend that only you can see and talk with, well now that’s just creepy lol.
But really is sucks to be the only one who sits in the corner and stare at these four walls watching others talk,. You might be asking why not just go join the conversation.. well I would if only if it that was that easy, Well I wouldn’t want to be called Feeling close or Epal or someone that just buts in in someone else’s conversation right? That would be uncool..
So how does it goes by? Well let’s say sometimesif you’re lucky someone would let you hop in, or someone would ask you a question and shazzam! Your in!! but, sometimes they talk about something private that you’re not allowed to here,or something that doesn’t have anything to do with you so you just wait for someone to talk to you., especially if you’re someone who doesn’t know how to start a convo or someone who doesen’t know how to hold a conversation well.. Sometimes singing by yourself ir listening to your mp3 or phone helps just sing yourself out or pretend your texting or do something else to avoid awkwardness to avoid being out of place..
Well what do you know? Maybe one day someone would sit next to you a start a conversation with you,break the ice and booom! You have someone to talk to now . Cherrio~
