Dark thoughts

*sigh*

YOU KNOW IM SO GLAD PEOPLE THINK ITS SO EASY TO HAVE SOME OF THINGS I HAVE

I KNOW THIS SOUNDS LIKE IM BEING A BABY IM SORRY...

BUT IM NOT GOING TO LET PEOPLE TELL ME WHATS OK FOR ME TO DO 

IF I NEED TO FREE MYSELF FROM THE STRESS OF BEING KICKED OUT THEN I WILL TELL THE SCHOOL THAT I HAVE MENTAL ISSUSES

NO ONE TRULY KNOWS ME AND IT HURTS ME WHEN SOMEONE TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL BAD OVER THIS

its not my fault...no one fucking understands

i will never be perfect

i know I'm not the greatest when it comes to work...

But i try and i don't need to be reminded or treated like a low life because  I'm study hall

and you know what i know mental health will never be a excuse when i get a job

but right now i'm aloud to use it for school because it is a problem a problem that no one will every fucking understand

there's a lot i've never told people about myself

things that have happened to me because i know that they were going to use that to hurt me...

anyone that tells me that mental health is not excuse fuck you

i cant focus because of it

i scared to be around people

i scared of how people see me

i scared i'll hurt people

I know i'm  not that the only one that suffers but you know what my feelings and emotions are valid 

I tired of people telling me not to feel how i feel or that i'm stupid for using it as a excuse...

i have a lot on my plate I don't need that..just stop i need everything to stop

stop worrying about my education thats not something u need to worry about

i'm tried of this