I've loved him for as long as i can remeber, and you know i dont think he feels the same. I don't know what he's thinking and i wish i did because it would be alot easier for me to figure out what i need to do so he will notice me. My names Alejandra and i hate my life because of the person i so desperately love, Jordan. He's awesome in everyway and i don't compare. My friends tell me that i'm amazing and he would be stupid not to go out with me so i guess he's retarded because he dosen't even know im alive . One day, i'll work up the courage to ask him out on a date but untill that day i am stuck secretly ubsessing over him in a non-stalkerish way.