"My name is Brenna and I have come to the end of my life. The burden of life itself is just to much to take anymore. The last year has been like a black hole sucking me inward, downward into nothingness. It seems as if there is no end to my suffering. I know of only one way in which to put a stop to all this. I am just a burden to everyone and the world. What does it matter if there is one less human on this over-crowded dirty evil world. We'll all be out of here soon the way humans are going I'm just checking out early. I'm sorry that I hurt you all with what I did, I didn't mean it. But I can't stand the pain, not any more.
I love him so much and now it's all over. He left nothing but memories, each one heavy as tons. Every little thing reminds me of him. The radio plays his favorite song, I got remembered by each furniture in my flat. The world is full of him but my own world is empty now. He kissed another girl and told me it's over and he didn't even hear my heart breaking. He said he still loves me but doesn't stand to be with me any more. It's my own fault. He was all that I wanted and now he's gone, gone, gone. And my world is gray and cold and my life is full of tears. And my heart hurts physically when I think of him. And my mind is strong and tells me it had to end anyway. I know it...but...it hurts so deep down inside. How can it hurt so much? And I just wish for a little time without any feelings, just a little time without this pain and this hurt that caused my wish to die.
Declare it as an accident because my eyes were too drowned with tears to see what I did. Declare it as a coincidence because my mind was too occupied with thoughts to realize what I did. Declare it as a murder because he was the one who broke my heart apart .The most painful death can't be as hurting as life without you, my darling. I'll never forget you, never ever. Goodbye, cruel world goodbye, cruel destiny You won. I hope you're satisfied now. Dad I know you never loved me and hated me for being born so spit on my grave that should make you happy, huh? So long and goodbye I'm out of here."
Brenna
I finished the letter and walked into the bathroom. i grabbed the razor blade that i have come to know as my friend. I set the letter down and stared at my arm. every cut had a story all its own. My whole life danced through my head. The good and the bad.
i put the razor down and backed away from sink. I walked to my bed room, opened a notebook and began to write my story.
A/N the suicide letter is real letters put into one. dont worrie the whole story wont be sad it gets better i promise. this is just a taste of the story so i hope you like it.
