Magcon Prefences

Shawn Imagine

(Im bad at imagines so i apologize)

Shawn Imagine -

Recently you and Shawn had come out saying you guys were dating. Everyone was giving you support and some were not,but you ignored the hate. One day Shawn had to leave to rehearse his new single in a studio.

Right as he left you decided to go on Twitter since you were bored. As soon as you reached to your notifications and mentions they were FULL of hate. Like

"Y/N is such a bad girlfriend"

"Y/N is ugly"

"Y/N i don't know why Shawn picked her to be his girlfriend"

You tried to ignore it, but it was too late. Tears were streaming down your cheeks. You started sobbing. You looked at your wrist full of scars. Remembering all your bad days. You couldn't take it anymore. You quickly went upstairs to the bathroom leaving your phone behind. As you open your bathroom door there was the razors right in front of you.

You tried to stop,but you couldn't you just wanted to take all the pain away. You closed the door behind you softly and quietly. You pull your sleeve up and you picked up the razor. You breathed slowly in and out. Then you started to cut. Left and right. You kept going. You decide to stop. Right as you were grabbing so bandages and cloth blood your vision was getting blurry and you were getting dizzy. You tried to calm down, but you couldn't . You fell onto the ground trying to save yourself until it was too late.

There you were on the floor,your eyes were closed,razor was right next to you.

Shawn came in looking for you until he realized a body was in his bathroom which scared him. As he walked in he saw you laying on the floor with your razor. Tears were streaming down his cheeks as he said "i wish i could've saved you"

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Dont take it so seriously my friend selfharm but shes 6O days clean today so yay for her. And my friends cousins was suicidal and died a couple of weeks ago sadly and im still crying because he was such a strong guy and looked so happy yet we never knew he was suicidal.

If you self harm or you are suicidal im always here for you,you can always kik me (leave your kiks in the comments so i can help you.) you are worth being here , you are beautiful . Someone out there is waiting for you to be his/hers true love . Stay Strong you are more stronger than you think. ilysm.