StrayKids Fantasies

STRAYKIDS I - Felix | Chan

(Y/N)'s POV

Today I was going to confess my love to Chan, I'm nervous but I can do this. I called him yesterday to meet me on the rooftop at lunch.

"FELIX!" I jumped infront of Felix, placing my hands on his table.

"Noona, why do you always come here? Seniors should not be in here." Felix sigh as he rolled his eyes. Felix is my best friend even though he is 2 years younger than me.

"But you liked it because you love me," I said elbowing him, he mumbled something but I did not hear him clearly.

"So, it's about Chan hyung?" He said as if I'm boring him which, I think, he is. He's the only one who knows that I like Chan, so he's the only one I could talk to about him.

"Hush! Hyunjin, Seungmin, Jisung, and Changbin might hear you." I said putting my finger on his lips. He blushed and gently pushed my hands off him. I smiled widely at him.

"I'm going to confess at lunch," I whispered at him causing his eyes to widen.

"you're going to wHAT?!" He said shocked as I covered his mouth and mouthed hush.

I nodded with a huge grin. Then the bell rang indicating that the class will start.

"Wish me luck," I said to him and ran out, shuffling Hyunjin's hair on my way out. I could hear him yelling my name from the outside.

I came back to our room and I greeted Woojin, Minho, and Chan. They waved back except for Chan. Why? Luckily, our teacher had been called for an emergency meeting so we are free for our first subject.

I walked to Chan's table, he looks like he is not in the mood.

"Someone woke up in the wrong side of the bed," I said as I shuffled his head, I like to shuffle my friends' heads, he just looked at me with those beautiful brown eyes.

"Yah, I'm still older than you." He said.

"Geez." I said sitting at the seat in front of him. "Don't forget. Rooftop at Lunch." I said playfully pinching his nose. I only do that to him, he doesn't like it but he let me anyway. His cold face melted and he smiled, I also melted. I swear to god Chan's going to be the death of me.

Woojin and Minho came towards us. We continue to chat as the bell rang indicating that our second subject is going to start. As much as I want to talk more but I'm afraid, studies come first. I pinched Chan's nose again before going to my seat but he held my hand for a brief moment and smiled. I blushed and yanked my hand away.

Lunch comes. My heart is beating so fast. I told Chan that I have to go to the toilet and let him go first. I went to the toilet to calm myself.

"You can do this. It's now or never." I said.

I walked out when I saw Felix, facing his back at me. He was busy looking at something. I carefully snuck up to him. When I'm about to startle him, he backed up. My face bumped his broad back.

"What happened?!" I asked scratching my nose. I was about to look at what he was staring when he hugged me. I did not know that my heart could beat any faster. I pulled away from the hug afraid that he could hear the pounding. His hug was firm but I manage to break through and saw what he was staring. It was Chan...and a girl...they are...k-kissing.

My heart sank, I could feel my tears falling. I think Chan saw me and pulled away from the girl, he was pale, then ran towards me.

"(Y/N)! Let me explain." He said. I felt strong arms around me. Felix hugged me pulling me closer to him as if he's protecting me from Chan.

"Hyung, go." He said firmly. His hand on my head, hiding me from Chan.

"No! I want to explain!" Chan said determined, he is not backing down. 

"You don't need to," Felix responded still hugging me.

"I was ready to give up my feelings for noona for you, hyung!" He said. I slowly raised my head, eyes widened. 

"BUT THIS! HOW COULD YOU?" He said tightening his arm around me pushing my face back unto his chest. I can hear his heart pounding so loudly. 

"That's not what you think. She's the one who kissed me!" Chan explained, his voice cracked at the end. 

"but you kissed her back," I said faintly but they heard it. Tears still falling from my eyes. I can't bear to look at Chan's face.

"I did NOT! There's no way I would kiss another girl!" I can feel his gaze at me "I already have someone I like, no, love." He added, his voice softens as he mentioned the word "love".

"And she's standing in front of me, but she's in the arms of someone else." Hearing those word made my eyes widen. I immediately looked at his face. He's covered with sweat, his hair is all over the place. My eyed landed on his eyes, I could see sadness from them.

After saying those words, Felix loosens his grip for a second then tighten it again, as if he decided on something.

"No," Felix said firmly. "I've decided. I don't want to see her cry ever again. Hyung," he paused for a moment to look at me then Chan. "I would not hand her that easy."  My tears had already stopped but my eyes are still wide.

Felix pulled away, he grabs my shoulders to face him. His big brown eyes are staring intently into my eyes. 

"Noona, I love you for so long. Ever since I laid eyes on you. I was planning to give up my feelings for you to be happy but after" He pauses and stared deeply into my eyes. "after seeing you cried, I won't give you up that easily." He said and planted a kissed on my forehead.

Chan did not like it and pulled me away. He was hugging me now, my heart never beat slowly ever since Felix hugged me.

I can't believe two of the most important men in my life, my best friend and the man I like, both confessed to me at the same time.

I don't know what to do. I don't want to hurt any of them. I love them both.

I was about to open my mouth when Chan offered his hand to Felix.

"May the best man, win, love, and care for her forever." He said. Felix shook it the looked at me and mouthed I love you. before saying "I'll never giving her up."

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