Love Lies

So my names caylnn I'm 16 & my life is well...

How do I begin? Should I start by saying my bestfriend's (Auden) boyfriend has died?

It hasn't been to long you, almost 2 weeks.. It all started while I was at cheer camp..

I got a call & since it was Auden, I had to answer.

"CAYLNN!" (crying really hard.)

"what?"

"Auden, what's wrong answer me!"

"Z-z-z-aaaa-ch."

"he's d-e-e-a-dd."

that right there is, well how do I explain it .. Zach & Auden have been dating since the end of eighth grade they weren't what I'd call a "perfect match" exactly Zach was about 5"9 spiky hair, & blue eyes. Also did I mention he did NOT know how to treat a girl?

Zach had cancer but he didn't want anyone to know what 17 year old would blurt it to the world?

I guess their having a party for him tonight & Auden's dragging me there. haha.

(about 3 hours later.)

I think the worst part about party's are the dressing up I mean being 5"3 & 16 is not fun..

I let Auden pick out what I wore.. I'm wearing a white crop top , (doesn't show to much cleavage but enough.) my favorite hollister shorts, oh & under the white shirt I have a little crop bra that's black, my hairs brown but I'm really tan so I can do anything with my hair basically so she curled my ends with a wand & I have my red vans & of course my purse to match, with a little make up but not to much.

"CAYLNN COME ON, SERIOUSLY."

"I'm coming."

"wow you look amazing props to me. hehe."

"come on get in my car."

when we get to the party it's basically everyone from our school & the girls there are dancing wow gross.

"hey cay I'm going to get us a drink, alright?"

"yeah, okay I'll be here."

about 10 minutes later.

"seriously, where is she."

"AUDEN OMG THERE YOU ARE."

"hsaklfowjahKxls."

"are you drunk?"

"jsjsjsjeak"

"I take that as a yes.."

I never talk to Caleb but it's his house & Auden needs somewhere to lay down ASAP.

"CALEB!!"

"DOWN I KNOW IM SHORT BUT NOT THAT SHORT.."

"haha I'm messing with you caylnn what do ya need?"

"Auden's drunk so can you like help me lay her down somewhere?"

"sure."

who seriously knew Auden weighed so much omg..

Caleb's cute btw like really cute..

"thank you, caleb I really appreciate it."

"hey no prob but you have to do me a favor.."

"yeah?"

"get a couple drinks with me?"

"okay sure"

I'm not much on drinking at all so after a couple drinks I was plowed.

"caylnn I'm going I put you over my shoulders & take you to my room then I'm having everyone leave."

"huh yeah ok."

I'm not sure if I'm too drunk or did I just puke on his floor.

"first time drinking?"

"yeah some what."

how embarrassing literally I'm covered in puke.

"here's a shirt you can keep your shorts on or whatever, I'll be back I have to show everyone out."

did caleb seriously give me his shirt to wear omg it smells so good. okay now I sound creepy great.. uh i don't know if I should keep my shorts on ehh it's just caleb he won't hurt me.

all I remember is waking up.....