Dear Diary

APRIL 24

Dear Diary,
This is my first time na magsusulat talaga ako tungkol sa araw ko, so bare with me ahaha. I guess I could call today a good day, it was a short day at school, so I really don't know what to say, pero something's been kinda interesting about today, two of my friends just told me who they liked, and here's the interesting part, well I think it's interesting...I kinda think na I like one of the boys that my friends like, I mean I don't totally like him, but I like him 35% cause I don't really know him yet. Hindi kasi ako mahilig kumausap ng boys, nakukulitan ako at naiinis ako sa kanila minsan, ewan ko ba, parang ganun lang talaga ako. Anyways, lima kaming girls magkakasama every lunch and nutrition, we're like one of those friendship groups. I only told one of them about me kinda liking the boy. I don't want to tell anyone else kasi hindi ako yung type of person na sasabihin ko agad sa isang tao yung nararamdaman ko even though I'm not even 100% sure about what I'm feeling. I mean, I could trust her naman that's why I told her. And then, this week, siguro two days ago, umamin sakin yun isa sa close friends ko (not in the group), that they were Bi, I had no problem with that and I accepted who she was, and I didn't want her to feel alone, kasi sabi nya sakin feeling daw nya, para syang loner. That's why I told her na andito lang ako anytime for her. Ang weird nga kasi she even asked me if I was straight, I said yes, and she was like "oh ok," then I asked her bakit nya natanong, she said she was just wondering...one more thing, I've been kinda sad lately kasi, there's this person na she's special to me, not in like a weird way, but in a friendly way, I'm sad kasi, lately I've been feeling like she's ignoring me, feeling ko she doesn't treat me the way she used to before, dati super bait nya sakin, she was like the person I could talk to anytime, but starting nung tinext ko sya about why I was crying, parang she started to be cold to me, para nya akong iniiwasan, parang may nagawa akong masama. I don't know, to be honest, I know ang boring ng story ko, and I hope it gets better tomorrow. Anyways, that's all for today :)