My name is Carrie and I'm 9 years old, my mom died in a car accident...now I'm with my dad... he drinks every day since my mother died, he hits me every time when I'm with him.., I'm in school.. I don't have any friends.. cause I'm the bully...
"You look so much better in the floor!" I push a girl and laugh.
"... I'm gonna tell mom!.." she started to cry.
"I don't care!.. go and tell her that your garbage! Hahaha" I hit her with my leg.
".. stop!.. please!!.." She screams at me with tears.
"What is going on here?!" The teacher separated as a little bit.
"She push me in the floor..." the little girl wouldn't stop crying.
"Is that true Carrie?.." the teacher asked me.
"Of course not.. I don't do anything.."
"Carrie... go to the office.. now!.."
Later in the office
"Carrie again?.. what will we do with you?.." the school principal said with his hands in his face.
"..."
"I'm going to expel you from school..!"
".. is better for me now... I hate the school..."
"... we need to talk with your father.."
The principal called my father to come and talk to him in person... I waited for him outside the school..,my father comes with anger and he slapped me..
"Why the fuck do you hit a little girl so innocent?!" He looks at me very angry.
".... im sorry..." I look at the floor.
"You better be sorry!.. your gonna go to the school tomorrow and say sorry for what you did to that little girl.."
"I'm not gonna do that..."
"What did you say?!.." he slapped me again.
"I'm not going to say sorry!!.." my tears started to come out.
"If you don't say sorry... you're not going to go outside and play..."
"I don't care!.. I don't have any friends anyways...!"
"Shut up!!.." he hit me one more time.
"Noo!... please!!.. stop!!..."
Everyone was looking at me with surprised faces... I stand up and say with tears:
"... I'm going to say sorry to that girl...."
"Good!.. now let's go home!.. you are punished!.." he grabs my hand very hard.
"... what?!...."
"Just get in!.."he push me in the car.
In home.
"Go to your room now!!.."
"..."
In the room.
"Why did my mom left me?!... I miss you so much!!..." I stated to cry.
I cried a lot on that day.. so I felt a sleep... later at night I go down stairs and go with my father to apologize...
"Dad... I'm sorry for ruining your day.."
"... what ever Carrie... go and sleep.."
"..." I try to hug him and he pushed me.
".. don't you hear?... go to your room!!.."
"..."
In the room.
It's not my day... but i don't care about today... tomorrow is a other day...
To be continued...
