dearest of lust | jikook

6th

(author note: after a looong break, im sorry!!)
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jungkook was uneasy. as he gazed at jimin, he felt a sense of guilt. maybe it was the "nice guy" in him, but this felt wrong. but yet, so good. jimin's touch was like heaven. it was like jungkook's heart was in his throat, pulsing each time jimin moved even the slightest. he couldn't say anything or look him in the eyes.

but the feeling changed quick. it wasn't the heaven he had just felt, now it was more. it was jimin's plump lips around him. jungkook tightened his grip on the other's soft locks. he felt so amazed, it was something really new.

but it still didn't feel right, like a gut feeling. jungkook felt good because he received pleasure; but he didn't want it- not like this. he didn't even know jimin well, or had no attachment to him. he was a stripper, who jungkook had just met. jungkook let go of jimin's hair, bringing his face up lightly, just to meet the (most probably) older male's face.

"look.. i.. i can't do this after all. not like this, i feel bad." jungkook mumbled as he looked into the male's eyes.
"ah. poor you, it would have been good. are you sure? like really?" jimin pouted, clearly enjoying such activities.
"yeah.. i could, but i don't feel good just jumping into this. sorry." jungkook looked at him, embarrassed as hell. it could be read on his face just from a glance.
"okay.. i see. i kinda get it though." jimin sighed, helping jungkook get back dressed. "i haven't always been a stripper you know. i was shy, and had just became legal. so i was bad." he continued with a small chuckle.
jungkook nodded slowly, helping jimin in return. he was gentle to him for some reason. jimin was so pretty, and really.. somehow charming.

jungkook knew he wasn't gay. well, more like thought so. but a random stripper managed to get his heart beating at such speed. what the fuck?

"hey..!" jungkook coughed, gaining a confused head tilt from jimin. "yeah, what is it?" he answered.
jungkook hesitated for a second.

"how about we like.. get to know each other?"