Losin Control

TWO

After seconds of not moving, gray decided to get napkins for her, she gave him half a smile while she cleaned herself.

"Thanks"

"Its okay, so sorry again I didn't mean to-"

"Its okay..."

"..grayson"

"Grayson, its fine."

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As we got home grayson started cursing himself "I'm such a fucking idiot oh my god"

"Grayson its okay we all fuck up, it was an accident anyways"

"I feel like shit Ethan, I couldn't even talk I was frozen, literally, I could've went and helped her immediately but I'm just an idiot"

"Its alright buddy, come on let's go play video games" grayson and I went upstairs to my room so we can play and make him stop stressing out.

After playing for like 2 hours straight grayson goes to his room and sleep while I shuffle in my bed not being able to fall asleep.

"Ugh poor boy" I sigh and turn around, I feel bad for grayson I really do, he's a very anxious person, he's always stressing out and he worries about people. He is even scared to get into a new relationship because his last one was a disaster. I wanna try and make him happy again, that's what our parents always wanted, our happiness, but grayson needs someone. I'm gonna try my best.

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Grayson's POV
I wake up before Ethan because I guess Ethan slept late last night, I head downstairs to get something to eat when I remember what happened yesterday.

"Ugh" I sigh as I go to the fridge.

I can't keep doing this I have to be strong again.

I am a strong person, Grayson wake up!

I get a banana and a water bottle and went up my room and went on my phone.

What about a job?

Nah.

A new girlfriend?

Hell nah I ain't messing with that shit. I'm not gonna do it again that's it. I throw my phone beside me and think for a second.

I look back down at my phone, 11:03am.

Time for our daily workout.

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Ethan's POV
Its 1:30pm and we finished our workout and now we're heading to get food.

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Heyyo
So, in this book grayson will be like a very shy, anxious, hopeless character. He will go through a lot obviously, and Ethan, being the best brother is going to help him, AND NO ONE IS READY FOR WHATS HAPPENING LATER, TRUST ME! Anyways, sorry for yelling, tell me if you like this chapter and if you have any ideas.
I love you, thanks a lot for reading! 💘💘