I want to but I can't

Cuts and Wounds

I woke up to the sound of chirping. Then I felt a silght push in to my left. I jumped forgetting that the boys came over. But I didn't see anyone.

"WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU!" I yelled, well not that loud. I didn't want to wake my parents.

Then I remembered. Min Yoongi.

I thought he left. Or did I just fall asleep.

He opened his eyes just a little. I saw his cheeks go up a little. He was giving me that cocky smile. I didn't know what to do.

"Hi Noona." He said sitting up."Wow, noona. You're beautiful."

I was confused then I relized I was half naked.

Fuck.

I pulled the covers even closer to me and pushed away a little.

"Ew. Also I'm not your noona." I said getting out the bed and putting on a oversized shirt laying on the ground, I didn't about who it was.

"That's not what you said last night." He said.

I turned around slowly. I starred at him in disgust. I can't believe I let him do that. Why would I let him touch me. He's a troublemaker.

But now, is he my troublemaker?

No, get that thought out of my mind.

I walked out the room and down the hall to the bathroom. I stared at my self in the broken mirror, only because I was reflecting from it.

'You're a fucking mistake. Why would he even fucking love you?'

I fell on the ground. It was painful.

She left because dad abused her. Now because I look like her, he would call me names like bitch and slut. And when he gets drunk, he would do the absolute worst to me.

I sobbed on the rug, it was socked from my tears. I got up and looked at my self. I realized I am a slut, whore, I'm fat, I'm a bitch, I'm a disappoint.

I'm ugly.

I wrote a letter. I wanted them know what happened.

I took the blade out of the cabinet. I stared at it. Then before I could notice, blood was dripping every where and I kept feeling a sting. The blade dropped. Then me. I passed out. I felt my body hit the ground. Then I relized.

How many times did I do it?

I opened my eyes a little to see my arms with like 15 to freaking 50 cuts! I closed my eyes completely.

Time to face my fate.

Yoongi's prov
Its been 30 minutes. I know she went to the bathroom. I decided to check up on her. When I got got there I hesitated to knock on the door, but when I did there was no answer.

There was no running water or nothing. Can't she hear me? After 15 minutes of knocking, I got scared(A/N: I dropped my hotpocket. Who knows this lol) I burst the door open to see a red room. Blood everywhere and a blaze in a sink with blood covering it. The whitest thing in that room was a piece of paper. A letter perhaps. I picked it up and put it in my pocket. I fell on my knees, blood covering my hands. I picked her up and ran and the hallway.

"Whats going o-" Jimin jaw dropped at the sight.

"Call 911. I think she's dead."

A/N: have fun with this cliffhanger. I think part 6 is going be sad, but happy at the same time. Sorry for the plot twist(not😏).