Fear (A Gone Novel)

Outside

MARY TERRAFINO HAD come through the barrier four months ago. She had leaped from a cliff inside the FAYZ at the exact moment of her fifteenth birthday.

She had landed. Not on the sand and rocks beneath the cliff, but two miles away from the barrier. She had appeared in a dry gulch and would have died but for the two dirt bikers who were racing across bumps and drops, yelling and roaring along and definitely not looking for what they found.

The bikers had not called for an ambulance. They had called animal control. Because what they thought they had seen was a terribly mangled animal. It was an understandable mistake.

Mary was in a special ward at the UCLA hospital down in Los Angeles. The ward had two patients: Mary and a boy named Francis.

The doctor in charge was a woman named Chandiramani. She was forty-eight and wore her white coat over a traditional sari. Dr. Chandiramani had a tense but proper relationship with Major Onyx. The major was supposedly the liaison with the Pentagon. In theory he was there only to offer Dr. Chandiramani and her team any necessary support.

In reality the major clearly thought he was in charge of the ward. He and the doctors often clashed.

It was all very polite, with never a raised voice. But the Pentagon's priorities were somewhat different from those of the doctors. The doctors wanted to keep their two horribly damaged patients alive and comfortable. The soldiers needed answers.

Major Onyx had arranged to have equipment installed in the room, and in both adjacent rooms, that definitely had nothing to do with Mary's medical condition. Dr. Chandiramani had pretended not to understand any of it, but the doctor had not always confined her studies to medicine. In earlier life she had made a serious start at studying physics. And she knew a mass spectrometer when she saw one. She knew that this room, and Francis's room, were effectively inside of a sort of super-sensitive mass spectrometer. What other instruments the major had packed into the walls and ceiling and floor she could only guess.

Francis was alive. But no way had yet been found to communicate with him. There were brain waves. So he was conscious. But he had no mouth or eyes. He had one appendage that might be an arm, but it was in a continuous state of spasm, so even if the fingers had not been oddly jointed claws he would not have been able to use either a keyboard or a pencil.

Mary had somewhat more potential. She had a mouth and it appeared to have some limited functionality in terms of speech. They'd had to remove some of the grotesque teeth that had grown through her cheeks. And they had performed other surgeries to repair her tongue and mouth and throat to the best of their abilities.

The result was that Mary could speak.

Unfortunately she had only screamed and leaked tears out of the smear that was her only eye.

But now they had found the right mix of sedatives and antiseizure meds, and Dr. Chandiramani had finally agreed to allow Major Onyx and an army psychologist to question the girl.

The first questions were overly broad.

"What can you tell us about conditions inside?"

"Mom?" she had asked in a voice that was barely a whisper.

"Your mother will come later," the psychologist said in a soothing voice. "I am Dr. Greene. With me is Major Onyx. And Dr. Chandiramani, who has been taking care of you these last months since you escaped."

"Hello, Mary," Dr. Chandiramani said.

"The littles?" Mary asked.

"What does that mean?" Dr. Greene asked.

"The littles. My kids."

Major Onyx had close-cut black hair, a dark tan, and intense blue eyes. "Our information is that she took care of the little children."

Dr. Greene leaned closer, but Dr. Chandiramani could see him fighting the nausea that people always felt seeing Mary. "Do you mean the little children you took care of?" "I killed them," Mary said. Tears flowed from her one tear duct and ran down the seared, boiled, lobster red skin.

"Surely not," Dr. Greene said.

Mary cried aloud, a sound of keening despair.

"Change topic," Dr. Chandiramani said, watching the monitor.

"Mary, this is very important. Does anyone know how this all started?"

Nothing.

"Who did it, Mary?" Dr. Chandiramani asked. "Who created the anom—the place you called the FAYZ?"

"Little Pete. The Darkness."

The two doctors and the soldier looked at one another, puzzled.

The major frowned and whipped out his iPhone. He tapped it a few times. "FAYZ Wiki," he explained. "We have two 'Pete' or 'Peters' listed."

"What are the ages?" Dr. Chandiramani asked.

"One is twelve; one is four. No, sorry, he would have turned five."

"Do you have children, Major? I do. No twelve-year-old would be happy to be called 'Little Pete.' It must be the five-year-old she's talking about."

"Delusional," Dr. Greene said. "A five-year-old did not create the anomaly." He frowned thoughtfully and scribbled a note. "Darkness. Maybe she's afraid of the dark."

"Everyone's afraid of the dark," Dr. Chandiramani said. Greene was getting on her nerves. So were the major and his horrified stare.

The monitor above Mary's bed suddenly beeped urgently.

Dr. Chandiramani reached for the call panel and yelled, "Code blue, code blue," but it was unnecessary, because nurses were already rushing in through the door.

At the same time Major Onyx's smartphone began chiming. He didn't answer it, but he did open an app of some sort.

A tall, thin doctor in green scrubs swept in behind the nurses. He glanced at the monitor. He put his stethoscope in his ears and asked, "Where is her heart?"

Dr. Chandiramani pointed to the unlikely place. But she knew it was useless. All lines on the monitor had gone flat. All at the same time. Which was not how it happened. Heart, brain, everything suddenly and irreversibly dead.

"You'll find the other one's gone, too," Major Onyx said calmly, consulting his phone. "Francis. Something pulled his plug, as well."

"Are you going to tell me what you're talking about?" Dr. Chandiramani snapped.

The major jerked his head, indicating that the other doctor and the nurses should get out. They didn't argue.

Major Onyx closed the app and put his phone away. "The people who were ejected when the dome was created? They came out clean. So did the twins. The rest, the ones who've appeared since? They've always had a sort of ... umbilical cord ... connecting them to the dome. J waves, that's what we call them. But don't ask me what they are, because we don't know. We can detect them, but they are not something encountered in nature."

"What does 'J wave' stand for?" the doctor asked.

Major Onyx barked out a laugh. "Some smart-ass physicist at CERN called them 'Jehovah waves.' According to him they might as well come from God, because we sure don't know what they do or where they come from. The name stuck."

"So what just changed? Did something happen with these J waves?"

The major started to answer but, with a visible effort, and a last appalled look at Mary, stopped himself. "The conversation we just had? Never happened."

He left and Dr. Chandiramani was alone with her patient.

Four months after her ghastly appearance, Mary Terrafino was dead.