Not a real boy

Not a real boy continued

Oh your still here...
So uh... your back
Well if you are gonna keep coming here I guess I'll continue writing so as a trans guy liking people is hard cause some of them don't understand and they go but im not "gay" and im like duhh that's why im hitting on you and there like but your still a UGHHH *shudders* *gulp cough * "Girl"...😑😡. and I instantly lose interest like *snaps fingers* that. So yea liking people is hard especially as a pansexual trans person oh it's a hell.
Cause a trans boy that likes boys too oh I get why didn't you stay a girl and then..
I SLAP EM IN THE FACE!!
*deep breath* I need to calm down. But recently there was a special girl in my life. welll 2 but I messed both up.
The first for writing purposes I won't share her name but oh she was great she understood me never messed up my pronouns and she loved you and she would never let you go until... she got an offer to a great theatre school. And it's in another far place and I let her go cause I loved her. And then the 2nd girl she was the most loving understanding cutest best girlfriend a guy could have much less a trans guy like me. She will take care of you and protect you like no tomorrow but hold onto her cause when you let her go she will hurt and it will hurt you to... and I messed both up so don't expect a romance story cause unless I meet my soulmate im taking a break from dating for a long time. So if romance is what ur looking for keep scrolling bukko. But thanks for reading this. BYE!