Before this chapter starts i just want to say;
1. sorry for not updating for like a month, a lot of shit has happened and i was also too lazy to update..
2. this is the last chapter of this book (short ik)
3. this chapter is in Jimin's pov
and finally 4. i might make a squeal all in jimin's pov leading up to this chapter and a bit after it, it will also have more than 6 chapters
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'Fuck!' Jimin screams curses and wreaks everything in his room. Pushing things off of shelves, throwing picture frames and so on.
'I'm so fucking stupid!'
'It's my fault!'
'I'm a selfish brat who deserves to die!'
'I killed him!'
'Fuck the agency!'
'Fuck this shit!'
Jimin kept screaming curses and didn't notice that someone walked in.
'Jimin-ah are you ok?' Jin asked wide-eyed, completely shocked at how the younger was acting.
'Yes hyung, i'm fine.' Jimin replied calmly.
'Are you sure? you can tell me anything.' Jin was confused and worried about Jimin he's never acted like this before. Was it the mission he recently went on? I mean he was gone for awhile. Lots of things could have happend.
'I-i killed him.' Jimin whispered quietly and started to sob.
'Who?' Was Jimin upset that he had to kill? He's never reacted like this before. He's killed plenty and has never had a problem.
'The man i love.' Jimin fell on his knees sobbing
'Oh Jimin,' Jin quickly ran to Jimin's side and hugged him.
'I-i didn't want to! Bu-but he was my mission, and you know what happens if we don't complete our missions!' Jimin just sobbed even more.
'Shh..' Jin caressed Jimin's head as he sobbed into his chest.
A few minutes later Jimin started to calm down.
'Thanks hyung!' He pulled away from the hug and wiped his eyes.
'No problem Jimin-ah.' Jim smiled softly.
Jimin forced a smile.
'Go to sleep and we'll clean up your room when you wake up, yeah?'
'Ok.' Jimin said as he got up and walked to his bed.
Jin got up off the floor and walked to the door, 'Goodnight Jimin.' he said and turned off the lights and closed the door just as Jimin flopped on his bed.
'Night hyung.' Jimin whispered back even tho Jin had already walked away.
Jimin couldn't sleep.
He could never sleep properly again after that mission.
Until one faithful day.
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