The Things I See

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Hi I'm Austin, I'm a lonely person in a house of my own. My mother got very ill soon after her birth to me, and later died. My dad never finished school and became homeless and no longer see's me. While I finished school and teache sign language for the deaf I later come home to my window. I never drive only walk but I hardly go outside. I'm 27 years old and ever since I found My own place I sort of fallen in love with the girl who lives in a small apartment across the street. She lives with this guy. I'm not sure who their names are. I know they argue a lot since they've gotten complaints before. She always looks scared when she comes home though. I always wondered if she would like me even as a friend. She looks very friendly but also scared or embarrassed. I feel sorry for her. I want to help her. She looks alone but she's not. I don't know what to do. I can't talk.

I turned away from my window and went to my bed deciding to go to bed since I have to work tomorrow. It was around 10pm. It was raining outside like always. I felt an urge though, to go back and look to see if she's okay. When I went to the window she was gone and everyone was outside surrounding their apartment. I wonder what was going on. I really want to know but I can't.

I have to tell you something. When I was born I had a problem and it sort of just makes me depressed since I can't talk to much people. But it's okay right? Your not going to know till the end though so keep reading.

I turned around sad and a mind full of thoughts. I got in my bed and rested my head on my many pillow. What if she got hurt? Why were they there? Is she okay? My mind was racing with thoughts. I need to sleep but I want to think, about her.