Have you ever got this question before? Like how's life going or just how life. I got it so many times that now i just lie and say it's doing good when it really not. If i ever answer that question truthfully well i would prob say “life?....well it's not fair it's, it's bad not great it's terrible so life is not good” But if I say that i prob get a conecerned look and a question of “awww omg are you ok?” And i would have to answer but i hate doing that so i'm just a keep to myself self if i'm sad i hide it with a fake smile everyday in school unless i see mah senpai ( my crush for those who don't know wut this senpai means not the higher grade one) 😍 my smile is as good as fake and once no one is in front of me i turn my back and put my angry/evil face on cause i hate smiling if it aint real happiness why smile? That's wut this poem/story book is here to tell you. It's here to tell you about the life i live and how i really feel it's hard trying to keep it all inside just like today I had the worse day i let all of my tears go from everything I been through and it was really hard trying to hold them back but I managed to do so, but we are not there yet. Let's start shall we? I will add a new page each day btw XD the real intro duction is on the next page cause im too lazy to switch em XD
4-25-18
