Don't Love a Thug

Chapter 13- Final GoodBye

Chyna POV

Today was the funeral, I haven't been doing so good I haven't gone to school, I haven't been singing, I've just been in my room smoking, eating, crying, and sleeping. I keep on holding the necklace he got me, I keep looking at pictures and old text, the last text he sent to me was, "Goodnight baby sis luv u" 

Bianca walked in my room, "Hey, you okay?"

"My brother's funeral is today do you think I'm okay?!" 

"Sorry dumb question, Look you can't shut yourself out you gotta keep on going thats what Kenny would have wanted, it hurts I know but, he isn't lost he in your heart, now come on and get ready." She said and hugged me real tight and walked out my room. I took a shower, did my hygiene's and put on my outfit with some shades so people didn't see my eyes, I walked out the room and there was Keshawn, Bianca, and Akeim standing there. Akeim pulled me into him, I started crying.

"I'm not ready for this" I said. 

"Yes you are." Bianca said. 

"No, I can't see him like that." I cried out.

"Hey, shhhh I'll be right here we all will." Akiem said wrapping his arms around me. 

Keshawn hasn't really talked about the situation, I know he is hurt I wanted to give him something. 

"Keshawn." I said. 

"Yea?" 

"Follow me." 

I brung him to Kenny's room. 

"I know Kenny would have wanted you to have this." I passed him Kenny's lucky gun.

"Wow, thanks Chyna" Then he started to tear up. 

"Man they took my nigga bruh they took out nigga." He cried. 

I hugged him and cried. 

"I promise I'mma protect you Chyna I know thats what he wants." Keshawn said and hugged my tighter. 

"I love you sis." He says. 

"I love you too bro now lets get this funeral over with." 

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We arrived to the funeral I was crying the whole way there, When we stepped in the church I seen Kendrick in his coffin I couldn't do it as soon as I was about to walk out Akeim stopped me. 

"You can do this." He said. 

I cried in his arms. as we sat down. The preacher started talking.  at the end it really hit me hard

"This was Kendrick Piers, A loving son, friend,and brother. He is going to be missed may God protect him and his love ones." 

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People started doing speeches, then it was my turn the last speech. 

"I loved Kendrick with everything, I mean I was his baby sister he protected me always made sure i was happy made sure I had the shoes clothes food. anything for me" I Started to cry. 

"He shouldn't of been taken away from the world this soon." I was crying so much I couldn't keep on going I only got a couple more words out. 

"I love you Kendrick, Rest In peace big bro." Then Akeim went up and got me and we sat down. I just cried. 

when we went up to his casket I just cried, me and my brother had matching gold chains, his said bro mine said sis. I put his necklace on his casket and kissed it. I couldn't watch him be taken away I ran to the car and waited for them to come back. 

This was my Final goodbye. I sent him a text even tho i know he wouldn't see it. 

I love you Kendrick, I hope to see you again. 😭💔

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Shit, this had me in tears.💔

but I love you guys and thank you for showing so much love for this book. 

Sorry it was short, after this chapter there gonna get way longer.