CRUSH

Chapter 6 party

Little crystal like tears were falling down shamelessly from my eyes.
Right now I'm slouched near my bed ,dresses thrown everywhere on the floor.
"C'mon Amy stop crying we still got time ,we'll find a dress for you." Ella assured me coming and sitting next to me.

"No, party starts at 7 and its already 6." I said while hiding my face behind my palms.

"Yeah its 6 not 7 get up girl." Ella demanded. There was a knock at the door.

"Oh thank god you've got an amazing sis like me." Ana entered the room holding a red material.
"Oh god Amy stop crying like a baby." Ana said when she saw me.
"Yeah yeah I'll say the same when you'll go to meet Stefan." That shut her,right now I'm not in my best mood.
"Okay fine. Here I got you one of my dresses try it out it would suit you....I guess." Glaring at her from where I was sitting about to say something but the demanding voice of Ella shut me.
"Get up and go wash your face."
Taking one glance at her told me to shut my drama and get ready and so I did and got up took the dress from ana and ran towards washroom. Its really not good to rile her up,I have already learned my lesson.

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"So..." I trailed waiting for there response . I was quite nervous  I could not find any dress that would be decent for the party.
Both of them were just sitting there and staring.
"Well say something is it bad or good."  I asked ready to go and change if its bad but Ella just dragged me to my mirror.

"Its just perfect look for yourself you look awesome."
Yes the dress looked quite good on me , it was simple neck holder red dress that just ended at my mid thigh the upper part was somewhat fitting till my waist then it flows freely it was simple yet sexy.

"Okay okay now let's do your makeup." Said ana.
When she was done with every thing we were ready to go ,Ella was wearing a black sleeveless dress that just reached her mid thigh. I looked at myself once more a smile forming on my face. I'm ready.

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"And we are here"exclaimed Ella .
"Yeah finally." Standing outside Adam's house we were contemplating if we should go inside or take a U turn, as it was way easier.
"You nervous?" Asked Ella
"I guess so." Fumbling with the hem of my dress I answered.The music was on full blast and the front lawn was already full and it was not even past 7:15.
"We have to do this I've wasted my lifetime in getting you ready."Ella teased me.
"Yes,I can do it." I assured myself. Here start my evening.
We started making our way inside the house which was already too packed. Oh god my ears are going to burst. People were in full swing enjoying their night dancing like there was no end. The floor was shaking due to their jumping. People I recognise from our school were drinking and laughing with each other and few of them making out everywhere.
"Yo girls you are finally here." Sam said putting his arms around our shoulder. "I missed you guys terribly , people I hangout are boring."
"Where are Seth and Vince?" Ella asked.
"Vince is probably with some chick and as for Seth he was just here somewhere." Answered Sam looking around him for Sam.
"Missing me girls." Holding a bottle of juice and a drink he made his way from between the sea of people he handed me the juice and drink to Ella.
"Ella was."replied Sam, she glared at Sam who just took off.
"In your dream." Was the smart retort of her. Seth was now full on starring contest with her . "Jeez I'm out of here." Rolling my eyes I left both of them. I was wandering around the entire house its so loud in here.
Finding a peaceful corner in the  kitchen I stood there wondering where could he be? I sighed looking down at my glass.

"Searching for someone sweetheart." Came his voice from behind me . I abruptly turned around to face him.
"A.. Adam hey." He chuckled.
"So enjoying yourself." He asked, shrugging I replied.
"Yeah you can say that." For few seconds we were just standing there doing nothing .
"Hmm.. Wanna dance ?" He didn't let me answer and dragged me towards the bunch of teenagers dancing.
From the corner of his eyes he signaled DJ something and then came a slow song. He quickly grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him and whispered in my ear "did I or did I not mention that someone is looking just so gorgeous today." Heat rushed to my cheeks I hope he can't see me blushing god its embarrassing.
I can't believe that I'm dancing with freakin ADAM wow I never thought that this day will came .
"Thanks." We were slowly moving with rhythm. It just feels so good. "you to look good tonight I mean handsome." Oh god shut your mouth Amy would you.
"Yeah! You think so" pulling me more closer towards him if it was even possible, our faces were just  inches apart from each other.
"Umm yeah really." I managed to say.
"Good I'm glad that..." He was not able to complete what he was going to say as he was torn off of me from a girl I recognise as Cindy and the very next moment she was kissing him and the worst part was he to was kissing her . I just stood there in middle of dance floor arms limply falling on my sides.
Hooting erupted from all around me for them. Both of them were still kissing ,tears were threatening to fall . I .. I need to get out of here ,I need space to breath, and so I rushed outside the house pushing the masses of people. I ended in the backyard  cold winds were blowing I looked up in the dark sky, it was empty here unlike inside.
Moving towards the bench that was placed at a little distance from the house. I wanted to cry. And so taking a place on the bench I started crying tears falling down. How can I even think that for once just once fate would be my side but no I was so fool how can I think that Adam might like me even just a tiny bit ,I sniffed I  was busy crying that I did not noticed that someone came and sat near me.
"Want some?" The guy next to me asked passing me a vodka.
Without glancing at him and without thinking I took the vodka from him I don't drink but now I just wanted to try if people can really forget about there pain after drinking as they say and so I took the bottle from him and in a single swing I drank every content inside of it.
"Slow down girl its not water." Right now I don't care if its not water I just want a distraction. For a moment both of us were silent not saying a word. Looking up the sky I wiped the single drop of rain that have fallen on my nose.
"No I hate this entire universe my world ends here and I'm going to die there is nothing to live for world no sorry universe this entire universe hate me go die every one especially you Adam go die....not in literal sense but yeah go die I hate you I hate myself uuuuurrrrrgggghhhhhh  bye mom bye dad bye goodbye everyone." I stopped my blabbering breathing heavily trying to calm myself  after few second I  spared a glance towards the boy sitting next to me. Hey I think I have seen his eyes before ocean blue eyes where I can't remember right now yeah I have seen it before.  He was quite not saying anything just staring at me .

"Okay okay that was a little dramatic I agree but hey you can't blame me." I defended myself. He was quite.
"I'm not blaming you ." he said in a soft voice.
"You know you have kind of rough voice but it kind of sound sexy." God just shut your mo Keeping my index finger against my mouth to shut myself from saying anything I regret later but I continued.
"Shhh shhhh don't tell anyone I said that okay top secret . why ?" I acted as if I'm thinking then continued. " I dunno cz uurr h9ot." And then I giggled what the HELL is wrong with me ,just shut up Amy.
The guy held my chin and made me look at him.
"You're cute you know." And then something happened something terrible I did not know how but it happened I moved closer to him and pressed my lips against his and he was kissing me back. It felt so good wow but it was bad my first kiss gone with a stranger my eyes widened and at the same time something twisted in my stomach and the very next moment I found myself vomiting all over the guys jeans yuck!