10:54pm
At some point, maybe, or maybe I'm just assuming that we have a far connection.
I crave for something at dahil sa takot, I just let it go and wait for you.
Then here it is, you said that you'll eat what I also want to eat.
Oh God, let me handle my heart, I don't want to expect to much.
Hindi ko alam if ano ng maibibigay niya, pero I'm hoping and praying, someday, someday.
I will always be here for you, no matter what.
I will look and pray for you.
I will wish all the happiness.
Even my birthday wish, it is all about us.
But maybe, my wish will not come true this time.
It's far too late.
I love you, always and...
Smirnoff and Moana isn't a perfect combination, it knocks me down.
I hope I could kiss and hug you just like before, but I think it will remain like this.
You being irritated with my sudden weird questions, and I swallowing the lumo in my throat.
I miss you so much.
"Kakakita lang natin ah. Ayan ka nanaman.", your line that hunts me in my dreams.
That feeling of rejection and annoyance from you.
It hurts but I will take it all.
It is okay that I'll be the one to suffer than you, I am willing to sacrifice my happiness just to see you happy.
It will take a lifetime, I know, but I hope it would be worth it.
Because it is all for you and because of you
Forever.
11:08pm 04-26-2018
