My New Life ( Taylor Caniff )

4: Telling

"Two weeks later"

It's been awhile since I've been at Magcon. I love it here. The guys are nice to me.

Taylor is like like that guy you can trust with anything. Well for me anyway. I feel like I can tell him anything. He makes me feel safe. I really want to tell him about...HIM. And I think I'm going to tell him tonight. Me and him are suppose to watch a movie later to night.

*********************************** At the moment me and Taylor are watching This is Us.

"It wasn't me! That's a smell a man should own up to" says Naill! At that moment me and Taylor look at each other and die of laughter!!

"That's nasty!!" I say. "but it's true!" says Taylor. He is so freaking nasty! But that's what I like about him. He

does not care about what anyone has to say about him.

Later that night me and Taylor were sitting on the roof.

"Have you ever had this secret, one that nobody can know, but your dying to tell this one person because you feel Like you can tell them anything ? " I ask Taylor while starring over the city.

" You have no idea" he says.

"But if I tell that person, what of they don't like me anymore? What if they just feel sorry for me? I don't want that. I can't have that." I say now looking at him.

He pulls me into a tight hug and whispers ... "Whoever this person is is very lucky. And if they look at any different then they are really stupid"

"In that case... After you left, I went to this party. On the way there me and Trevor got into a fight. He wanted to have sex with me but I wouldn't. You know I'm not like that, and we were only together for three months. I really liked him but no. Then later that night at the party I was drinking water. It tasted kinda funny but I didn't think it was anything because it was city water. Next thing I remember I was in this room trying to get Trevor off of me. He was ripping my clothes off and everything. Then he slapped me telling me to shut up and not to scream again. I recognized the room we were in. It was Jacks. Any way right when he was about to enter inside me a drunk Jack walks in. He was laughing at something but when he notices that I'm crying he jumps for Trevor. Then the get in this fight. And you know Jack is a big guy so he win.". I say not looking at him because I was afraid he would think differently of me.

I was taken aback when he whipped my tears away and pulled me into a hug. I feel safe in his arms.

"Everything's gonna be alright now. I'm here. The other boys are here too."

"You can't tell them!!" I say in a panicked voice. "Shh I won't. Its not my story to tell." Tay says. As look into his eyes I see something I've never seen in someone's eyes before. Love. Well I've seen it in my sisters eyes when she talks about Harry. But that's about it.

This is why I think im ...

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So here's the deal. Lately I've been really busy and stuff like that. With school, soccer, etc. Anyway tell me what you think about this chapter. I know its really short but its whatever. Follow me on instagram. Its @Ford_17 go like my last photo(s)

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