Love begins bad|e.d

Chapter 13

Me:
"Oh my gosh!"

*flashback from 1 year ago*

Me:
"Rick, stop! Stop it right now!"
Rick:
"What, babygirl? You're not ready?"
Me:
"I don't want to! Stop,please."
Rick:
"You're lucky that I'm not that turned on."

I see Ariana full of marks, mascara all of her face, her knees red and her face too.

Rick...

Instantly a flashback from 1 year ago with my ex come in my mind. She's like I was one year ago. But for my own lucky I force him to not do it.

She puts a blanket on her and Chris too. I was like a statue, I was too shook to say something.

Chris:
"What the hell are you doing here?"

Ethan come in front of me and I grab his hand because I was scared. I didn't said anything because of the flashback, because of him, because what he did to me.

Ethan:
"Ariana, change yourself and go the fuck in the car, you too Julia."
Julia:
"But I-"
Ethan:
"Go in the hell car, Julia!"

Rick:
"Go in the hell room, Julia!"

My mind it's a mess. I don't know what to do. I looked at Ethan, he's angry, Chris too. Ariana was already downstairs.

The way he tell me to go in the car, like how Rick command me to do whatever he wants.

I go in the car, Ethan is still in Chris's room. I put my seatbelt and I start to cry.

Me:
"Rick-"
Ariana:
"What?"
Me:
"Rick James."
Ariana:
"No no no, Julia. Don't. Don't remind him."
Me:
"I saw you, you cried, you didn't want to. But-"
Ariana:
"Julia-"

I see Ethan get out of the house and coming to the car. I wiped off my tears and I tell Ariana to shut up.

Ethan:
"Done with this jerk."
Ariana:
"What did you do?"
Ethan:
"That's not your business. Don't stay with him in your life, understand?"
Ariana:
"Ok."
Ethan:
"Jul, are you ok?"

I look at my shoes, I didn't wanted to tell him about my ex. The only person who know about me and Rick it's Ariana. Obviously I'm not ok. And I'm not that type of persons that it's still affected about her last relationship but I'm still affected because what he did to me and because he's dead.

Ethan:
"Julia?"
Me:
"Yeah, I'm ok. I want home."

The whole road to my home was an awkward silence. I just watched the trees and I cover my face with my hair because I was crying.

*after 15 minutes*

I'm finally in my bed and thinking about my past. Rick was the person that I loved, until he starts to abuse me and being a drug dealer.

My parents don't know about him, they think that Ethan it's my first boyfriend. And Ariana know because she was with me when Rick died.

He died because of the death sentence, because he got caught when he gives drugs to an another country.

Besides when he abuses me and taking drugs, he was a perfect boyfriend. I don't know if he loved me but I know that I loved him since he make the first abuse.