You were the only light id ever known in this wonderful world of sorrows but you were also the darkest shade of black in the darkness on the nights where you left my soul stranded gasping for air with five simple words I don't love you anymore the most beautiful smile id ever seen on the devilish of all demons I hold so very close to my heart all from the manipulative words I knew would haunt me but loved to hear otherwise longing for the love I know you'll never be able to give me or tried to but only out of pity and maybe you won't be able to give to anyone that love because ur hearts so cold who could bear the feeling of your torturous need to give love only to say I faked it and rip it away oh why I loved this feeling but hated it with every fiber of my being I'll never understand but at 3am when I wake up sweaty and disoriented from a dream I had of you and I in the sweetest of all circumstances i realize then you are the reason for all the happiness in the little world I live in but as well as all the sorrow I long so much to be forgotten but in spite of all this i know it'll never be anything more than a toxic situation I can't bear to walk away from bc I long for the love and the sorrow is what strives me
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PoetryJust a little poem I wrote about a toxic relationship I had and I hope at least some of you can relate to enjoy
