Loving with Depression(Zayn Malik)

Too Close to Strangers

A/N ok so i lied and this is super late. i completely blanked on updatong but hur i am. And i will be switchin povs this chapter in hopes for a better idea for u guys of zayns imagination. WARNING Zayns a perv... bai

Zayn....

The first time i saw Valerie- to be very blunt- i wanted to f uck her like no one else could. I wanted to hold her fragile body down whilst i pleased her with my mouth and watch her facial expression when she screamed my name over and over. I want to see her on her knees in front of me, begging me to let her suck my hard on.

But when im actually up here in here room, even after seeing her goddess like body, I can't imagine letting that happen... yet at least.

While I am looking through her pictures i see her staring at me watching my every move. I start to ignore that and focus on whats at hand. A picture of and older woman who looks similar to Valerie is sat in a frame thats been covered in heart stickers and so of course, since for some odd reason i want to know about this beautiful girls family, i asked, "Is this your mum?"

At that Valerie looks up at the picture but looks away immeadiately saying a simple, quiet, fragile no. I notice she sheds a few tears and being the idiot i am i ask the obvious question, "Hey are you crying?" at that she nods and i, not knowing how to comfort a girl, just sit there letting her cry for about five minutes curiosity, im sure, evident in my eyes.

Val....

After explaining to Zayn what had happened to my aunt and hearing him say sorry a trillion times I find myself inching closer to me as we talk about random things.

"And thats why i work there i guess." hw states, finishing his story. He looks down at the space between us, which is about two inches, an d back up to my lips. He bites his not knowing if he should kiss me or not, but he doesnt get the chance when my phone rings signalling Kaycee was calling me.

"Bloody hell." I say answering her call.

"oh shush i know im not interrupring anything, Val"

actually you are. I tell myself

"Whatever. So what do you want?"

" Well first off where are you? And who are you with? Cuz u dont just ditch me for no reason."

I look at Zayn who's gone back to looking at my stuff and decide not to tell her.

"Im at my dorm Zayn gave me a ride and im tired so im going to bed, okay? Okay. Goodnight Kaycee." I hang up and immeadiately hear zayn say, "So youre going to bed, aye? Well how bout we get some exersise," he pauses leaning down to whisper the last part in my ear, " in the bed." His words alone make me shiver and realize if he doesnt leave soon ill be f. ucked in more ways than one.

So yeah im gunna stop bc im lazy and dont feel like editing or writing more so im gunna go read. and yeah let me know if u liked that i did a pov change and dont be a ghost reader votes and comments are always welcome... goodnight yall xx- Day_Kay