Shandrea

Prologue -  April 2010

I  couldn't believe my eyes, I had to be dreaming. "Jevan?"  He turned around to find me in the room.  With a look of annoyance on his face  I couldn't believe it when I watched him turn back to what was apparently giving him much more pleasure and joy.

I thought myself, "maybe I am dreaming," I tried to get Jevan's attention, I just had to believe that there was an explanation for what I saw happening in front of me. The man who claimed to love me above all else would not be laid up on my bed giving it to the only woman I have ever trusted in my 28 years of life for no reason at all.

I watched Jevan stop what he was doing expecting that maybe he had come to his senses and he was going to start apologising for his behaviour.  What actually happened shocked me to beyond belief, instead I saw Jevan turn to give me the deadliest look I ever did see, he looked at me like I was the most disgusting thing he'd ever seen. 

After I'd sacrificed myself to giving him the lifestyle he wanted and craved for, it was now he was gonna turn from me and enjoy the woman he seemed to have wanted from the very beginning!?  "Woman shut up! It seems that the only person killing my buzz right now is standing behind me and wailing like a banshee. Shandrea your just destroying my good vibes!"

I stood there in utter shock not quite comprehending who this man in front of me was, he couldn't be the man I'd adored for the last 5 years.  That man was loving caring and sensitive and he thought of my needs first, or so I thought. This man instead was some cocky ass, mean muggin decrepit shaped of a human being.  This Jevan was nothing short of diabolical.

I watched him as he turned to the woman in his arms and said, "Baby, sorry to do this to you but I need to sort this out, then I'm gonna come right back to you and we will continue right where we stopped at."  I saw him lean over and kiss Chanelle slowly on the lips and get off her after making sure she was okay he pulled up his boxers. Throughout all this all I could think about was how he was never that attentive towards me, with that last thought in my mind all I felt was a sting right across my right cheek causing me to curl my body and hiss in pain.

I looked at Jevan in shock and then Chanelle not wanting to believe that the man I had loved unconditionally and given my heart to, with the woman I trusted and treated like a sister were actually just in my bed fucking their brains out.

Like the diva and strong woman I believed myself to be,  turned to Jevan needing an explanation for what was going on, "Jevan care to explain what I just walked into?  Cause I know  I would be lying to myself if I say I just did not see you and my best friend in our bed together!!"

As I was speaking to him my voice got steadily louder due to the fact that my anger was now starting to get the better of me.  Before I could make my next sentence Jevan had slapped me across my face and pulled me to the floor so that he looked over me.

"Now listen here you fat arsed bitch" SLAP! "I have kept my mouth shut for far too long and finally today I'm  going to say everything i need to say so I can be free of your ugly ass for good. Now I've had enough of you, can't even stand the sight of you. I was only wit to get what I wanted, now I have it i can't wait to let you know just how being with you makes me feel!"

Jevan flung me across the room with my back hitting the base of the bed, causing my body to react in pain as I crunched low trying to subside it I heard Jevan moving.  In fear that he was coming for me to take another hit, I shuffled my body closer to the wall in an effort to try and defend myself.

I heard chuckling and looked up to see Chanellle leaning on the bed to look down on me with a wide grin on her face, "Oh my goodness Shandrea you wimp, so all that talk about being a strong woman and you here curled up on the floor like a pussy, too scared to do nothing but just curl up and hide.  Man no wonder he came looking for me a real woman that can satisfy his needs."