Moonlight - Lil Xan x Reader

chapter 5

I've left him 5 texts, 3 missed calls and 2 voicemails. I'm starting to worry. What if he really does love me? And I didn't acknowledge any of it. None.

I suppose he wanted me to say it back. But like I said in the limo the other night 'you don't even know me' god I'm such an idiot.

That entire concert he kept looking at me. And I thought he was my crush. Yes I've always had feelings for him and backed up his music but now when it comes to it and he has feelings for me to I don't even know what to do anymore.

Maybe I'll try calling him again. Like that'll do anything.

"..." he's answered, but he's not talking.
"Diego, please talk to me."

".....why" sounding annoyed.

"just, come back to your apartment, I just wanna talk to you. Seriously."

He hung up.

It's been an hour since I last heard from him. So I take it he's not comin—

*door bell rings*
It's Diego.

He throws himself onto the white sofa.
"What do you want then?" He sighs.

You sit down next to him.

"listen Diego, we need to talk about last night, please."

"..."

"I know last night you told me you loved me" xans head falls and is in his hands.
"and I know you meant it. I should've acknowledged your feelings sooner as I've always loved you, supported you and had feelings for you. But it didn't feel real. Even now it feels like I'm not here. And I've idolised you ever since you gained popularity. I never would've thought you like me in that way—." You're pouring your heart out to him. But he interrupts you.

He kisses you.

You can feel his soft hands climb up towards your neck.

I decided to just go with it.

I pulled off his black hoodie and ran my fingers through his hair.

His kiss travelled down to my neck. He started biting and leaving me hickeys.

He pulls off his sweater as he's now on top of me.

Still kissing.

You pull away from the kiss for a second.
"Diego."
"yes, (y/n)?"

"I love you."

"I love you too (y/n)."