My Demon

Chapter 4

I left Jungkook's house and started to walk back to my dorm which was a pretty far walk.

On the walk i started to notice every detail of the pathway i was walking on. I smiled a little as it started to rain.

I have always loved the rain because it reminded me of my mum.

>flashback<

I was about 5 at the time when i caught my mum outside staring and smiling at the rain.

"Why are you smiling?" I say while glaring at the rain because i couldn't play outside

"Because i love the rain." She said while pinching my cheeks a little.

"Why is that?" I said while smiling a little at her pinching at my chubby cheeks

"Because its peaceful and you can sing along with it." She said softly. She then started to sing along to the rain. Her voice was very mesmerizing that i started to slowly fall asleep.

She started to giggle as she saw me falling asleep. She then took me to my room and tucked me in. She kept singing and then i finally fell asleep

>flashback over<

I sighed and sat on a bench near me.

I started to sing the last song that my mum sung to me. I didnt even realised i was starting to cry until i choked up a little.

I then tried sucked up my tears but they just didn't stop. I hate crying because of how weak it makes me feel.

I then started to cover up my face desperately trying to stop crying. Once i stopped crying the rain started to pour harder but i honestly didn't care.

I got up from the bench and started to to walk back to the dorm.

The rest of the walk i was singing a bunch of songs and sometimes even rap.

I opened the door and smiled when i saw B/F/N still sleeping peacefully. I then closed the door and went into the bathroom.

I start to strip myself from the wet clothes that i was wearing and started a bath.

I watched the bathtub slowly start to fill and started to remember how i found my mum that awful day.

>another flashback bc im a bad bitch<

I was walking around the house when i saw a watery red liquid spill out of the bathroom door. I then opened the door and started to cry at what i saw.

I started to cry while looking at my mum's neck sliced and blood pouring out from her neck.

"DAD!!" I screaming while shaking my mum. My dad then came into the bathroom and started to call the ambulance while taking my mum out of the bathtub.

My dad then looked at me with a worried face. "Are you ok Y/N?" I nodded my head and was still crying

>flashback over<

I quickly got out of the bathtub and started to get ready for bed.

I then pulled the covers over my head and fell into deep slumber