A Girl With Dreams~ Dolan Twins

Chapter 32

It's the next morning. It's pretty early. The sun isn't even up yet.

I put my leggings. I walk over to Grayson's wardrobe and I pull out one of his shirts that still as his cologne on.

I grip it tightly with both in my hands bringing it closer to my face, inhaling it.

I put on the shirt,

I look over at the nightstand and see my phone. Then I look over at Grayson who is peacefully asleep.

I walk over to him, kiss him on the forehead before walking out of his apartment. Leaving my phone behind.

I walk down the flight of stairs, push opening the main doors and walking on to the streets.

Even at 4 am the streets are busy with cars, not so many people, however. 

I walk down the steers walking past all the closed stores, slowly.

I walk further and further away from the apartments, I was drowning in my own thoughts.

I find myself at the top of the beach. Where the concrete still hasn't met the sand.

I was completely alone on the beach, I zone out from my worries, I feel completely safe.

I reach down and take my shoes off, my right shoe first then my left, I hold them in my hands, I bent down once more rolling up my leggings until it's knee high.

The grain of the sands feelings cooling from the night sky, I sink in ever so slightly as I walk towards the sea.

I hear a faint sound of the seagulls in the air which adds the tranquility of the surrounding, they must wake up early also.

I walk along the shore, where the water meets the white sand. The air is fresh and clean.

The salty water throws the most onto me.

I put both feet into the water making sure it has fully submerged in.

I wiggle my toes around gathering the sand between my toes. I step out from the ocean blue sea stepping back into ten dry sand.

Sand sticking to me as I sit in the sand.

I place my shoes next to me as I put my hands behind me and lean against them.

I look up at the sky, thinking about the hate I was getting.

I close my eyes and take a deep breath. Within seconds I feel a slightly warms of the skin on my soon to be tanned skin.

I open my eyes and smile, as I watch the beautiful sunrise. I never was this early.

Ethan's POV
There she sat, hugging her legs alone on the beach. It's pretty early in the morning.

I heard the doors shut around 4 am but I thought she would have been back by now but here she is at the beach. Watching the reddish-orange sunrise.

I walk over to her slowly and quietly.

I sit down next to her, he turns to face me and smiles.

'How did you know I was here' she says as she looks back at the horizon.

'Long story, but I had to wake up Stella up, tell her that went out. She said the safe place in her sleep. I asked her where that is  and she responded back with 'beach' that's all she said so I assumed and well yeah'

She leans her head against my shoulder.

'I feel like there are so many other people going through worst things and I'm being dramatic over something stupid'