I CRYed [Cryaotic/ChaoticMonki x Reader Fanfic] *ONE SHOT*

Sup!

My first fanfic. One shot only. :D

This is work of fiction. Names, places, things, happenings, incidents are either the products of the author's imaginations or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events, is purely concidental.

I do not own Cry. I only own my own character(s). And the story itself.

PLAGIARISM IS A CRIME!

Enjoy~ :D

PS: Sorry for any grammar/typo error. And sorry also if it's lame~ ><
PPS: Edited. Some typos and I put some words too~

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I am standing at the corner of the cafeteria so that I can look at Cry. I love him ever since in Middle School. Now in High School, I want to confess to him. But the problem is that, I can't. I don't know why, but I can't.

I decided to go to our classroom to eat my lunch. I can't eat my lunch at the cafeteria because of Cry. Usually I eat my lunch at the cafeteria if Cry isn't there. But now, he's there so classroom would be my own cafeteria for a while.

I also eat alone because I don't have friends. Why? I'm a nerd. Nerds here are considered outsiders. What a lame school. Meh!

While I eat my lunch, I saw someone, with my peripheral vision, standing at the door looking at me. I become very conscious so I stoop my head. Damn. But I also look at that person. It's... It's Cry! Why is he looking at me??

I don't know what to do right now so I just continue eating my food. 'Cry isn't here. Cry isn't here.' I repeatedly say to myself.

In the end, I can't stand the pressure. I stop eating and put away my lunch into my lunch box and sighs.

He's still there, standing. Why? I don't know. The only thing I know is that he's staring at me with his poker face look. 'Stop it, Cry!' I shout at myself.

"Why are you eating here??" Finally he spoke. I thought he's already mute. "I-I like it here." I answered him while looking at my table. Did I just stutter??

"Really? I don't like here. So quiet. Very quiet. I can't stand being here alone." He told me. Just listening to his sexy, deep voice, it makes my heart beat so fast.

"A-ah, okay." I'm speechless. Really speechless. I also stutter. Fudge!

"Hehehehe." The fudge is his problem?? Why is he laughing??

"Is anything funny??" I ask him. And I don't stutter. Wow! New achievement.

"Nothing. Because you're so cute when you stutter." He answered while smiling at me making my whole face so hot. I'm blushing?! Geez!

"Now you're blushing. Don't tell me you like me??" Why is he so straight forward? I hate him.

I stoop my head again and kept silent. I don't want to confess to him. Not now, please, Cry, just go away. Suddenly all of my memories about him flooded my thoughts.

- Flashback -

"Give me that, Nerd!" He kept shouting at me because I can't treat my wound properly.

"Don't call my Nerd, Freak!" I also shouted. Why? I'm not really nerd. I don't like him. I hate him.

"My name's Ryan, but you can call me Cry, not Freak. I have a name." He says while treating my 'not-so-big' wound. "So do I, my names Y/N."

"I know, Nerd." He stands up and look at me smiling. "I treated it so you owe me, Nerd."

"Stop calling me nerd you Freak!" I stand up also and chase him. I wanna punch his ugly face!

- End of Flashback -

Remembering that scene makes me want to cry. I know him since we were kids. But he move from our place to another one, since then I never saw him not until Middle School. And he doesn't remember me, not a bit of memory. But me, I remember all. He's my first friend, my bestfriend.

"Shut up!" I shouted. I didn't mean it. Emotions starts to drive in.

I ran outside leaving him astonished. I really don't mean it. I cry as I ran. And I found myself in front of the playground where we first met. Such memories, it hurts a lot. I love him so much that it hurts. Why? I can never confess to him. I'm afraid that he will reject me because of my looks. Yes, I'm beautiful but I have braces and freckles so I'm a nerd. Compared to the other girls he dated I'm nothing.

I sit at the left swing and started to swing it. I hum a lullaby. A lullaby that usually makes me calm. I close my eyes and started to reminisce the precious memories he forgot.

"I'm sorry." I heard a voice and I know that it's him. I open my eyes and look at him. "No, I'm the one who should have to be sorry for shouting at you."

"No, it's my fault. Everything. Mine." He's standing right in front of me making me look up at him. He's so tall. "Everything? Yours?" I questioned. He just nodded.

"What?" I can't understand him. He suddenly hug me. "C-Cry?"

"Sorry for not talking you, Nerd." I hear him chuckle. "I always remember you. My one and only nerd. I will never forgot my love."

I'm shocked. Literally, because I tensed. His love?? "What are you trying to say, Freak?"

He let go of the hug and smile at me, a sincere and full of joy. "I love you, Nerd. That's what I mean."

He loved me?? And then again I blushed. "Stop teasing me!"

"Hahaha. I'm not teasing you. It's true. I love you. So what?" I don't know what to say, I can't find my voice. I'm still crying though. The hell.

I stand up and look at him face to face. I sighed as I told him those for words that makes him smile more wider. And then he hug me more tighter.

~ "I love you too." I said.

"I love you more, stop CRYing." He whispers. ~

The End~