Every time when i read something, i have this urge of being able to write but when i start to write, all of my words feels so fake like it is copied from someone else , the feelings might be mine but the words i use for that feelings is someone else. Can you relate how annoying it gets? The most annoying part is when you read 12 years old writing and finds it so beautiful...i'm not angry at him/her but i'm frustrated at myself for not giving myself what i like.
I'm so tired of making excuses of not writing is because i don't have any experienced stories to write but we all know writers don't always writes their experiences, they do create their own stories and beautiful words. Every writers is an artist who writes art.
Also, i know many people thinks why not quit the idea of writing , god knows i tired to do so but as a reader you can relate that every readers have secret desire to able to write as their favourite writers or just any writers. Every readers wants their words and stories to affect someone's lives just like our's did. So, you can expect me at that catagory.
I don't even know if i make sense or if anyone is still reading this. And also i don't know why i want to publish it , maybe its a side effect of my craziness towards my failing attempts of writing.
And the question is.. " will i ever stop hoping? ".. i hope not because this things give me a piece of peace.
