When you can't feel the warmth that means you are in an unknown place a big room without windows no lights all dark you can't see that means you are in danger my ghost is coming to hurt you so much Like you did for me I hadn't an arm to catch it and continue my life I hadn't a hero to save me from dangers I hadn't a person to listen to me when I want to throw my secrets I hadn't a person to hug me and let me feel safe I hadn't a guy to kiss him when I want to feel the love I hadn't an elegant person to talk better with me I hadn't a gangster to love me better like Harley Quinn I hadn't a boy to kiss him whenever I want I hadn't a man to let me feel that I am a women
Till I was young I was listening to myparents and do what they say without thinking and the once when I dated someone they knew and I was to leave the school but they forgave me...
after 6 years I became 17 I was in the high school and it still 5 mounths to become 18 years old I was the only girl that don't have a boyfriend but I was the happiest one because any girl have problems with thier boyfriends there was no feelings called love. I didn't believe in love but when I first saw him I was in another world he was taller than me and so handsome he had some beard and his eyes was green and show the pain and the hatred ...he was alone no one want to talk with him but I did :
Me: Hey! how are you I am yassmin and you?
he was just looking at me and didn't say anything
Me: so!... you don't wanna talk to me so I'll go and nice to meet ya! -smiling-
days and nights passed and I saw him sometimes in the univercity in front of the school and then he was just gone and no one knew where did he goes one day I followed him and I found myself in unknown place I was afraid cause there was'nt somebody and after a few minutes he caught me I screamed he closed my mouth and asked me...
He: what the hell are you doing here!
Me: finally I listened To your voice
He: hey I'm not joking did you followed me?
Me: Yes why? is there is something you are hiding? ha ha?!
He : go and don't come back anymore
Me: then you are hiding something mmm let me search
He: hey! I said go!!!! -screaming-
Me: hey what's wrong with you don't sceam! I just wanted you to tell me the truth
He: what truth go!
Me: aha I understand now bcs I am a girl you act like this... ok I'll go to tell everyone about this place
He: I know you won't
Me: You'll see - angry-
and when I turned to go he caught my hand and say...
He: Stop. Come with me
Me: Where?!
He: you wanted to know
Me: ah! yes
I walked with him to a ...
the 2nd part soon
