Hit With Your Charm

Romeo and... Romeo

***Ricky's POV***

  "Just go try, man! What's stopping you?" Ryan was begging for me to talk to Chris, but I was scared. "He hates me..." I said quietly.

  "That's not true and you know it. If he hates you, why would he take your razor and flush it, or tell you not to cry?" Ryan asked, and I sighed. "Fine. I'll go."

  I got up and walked into Chris's room, and fell to my knees instantly at the sight, causing the door to slam shut when I fell against it.

  There was Chris, laying on the bed, wrists slit open, laying in pools of blood. "No... No no no Chris baby please no..." I begged, sobbing. I crawled to him and shook him gently. "Please wake up, please... I love you Chris I can't do it without you..."

  I can't do it without you... I knee what I needed to do. The love of my life was gone, there was only one option left in this world for me, and that was to join him.

  I took his knife and rolled up my sleeves, and grimaced. I hated my scars but I loved the pain they had given me. I slit up my wrists just as Chris had done, then laid next to him. "I love you..." I whispered.

***Three days later***

***Ricky's POV***

  When I opened my eyes, I was blinded instantly by a harsh light, and I squinted against it. Where the fuck am I? "He's awake! Guys he's awake!" I heard a voice yell, followed by rapid footsteps that came closer to me.

  "Ricky! Oh my God you're okay!" I heard a voice sob, and a pair of arms wrapped themselves around me. I forced my eyes open to view my surroundings, and the people in it.

  I was in a hospital room, with the guys, minus Chris. The memory of why I was here hit me like a car rolling down a hill. "Where is he?" I panicked, sitting up quickly.

  Balz pushed me down onto the bed again, and Ghost took my hand. "You're okay, Ricky." he said with a small smile. "Not what I fucking asked."

  He looked at Balz, Ryan, and Korel. "Where is he?" I repeated. He's okay, he has to be. He has to be. He has to be. "He didn't make it, Ricky..." Korel finally answered, tears in his eyes.

  "Bullshit, where is he, really? I know he's okay." I wanted them so badly to be lying, but judging by their faces, they weren't. "He's gone, Ricky... They tried to save him..." Korel said.

  "And he told me he was too far gone to save..." Ryan said, crying, "And I didn't think it was true..." I shook my head. "You're telling me the one who deserved a happy life died, and the one who deserved to die, lived?"

  "You didn't deserve it." Balz said firmly. "It was my fucking fault!" I screamed at him, tears beginning to run down my face, "This is all my fucking fault, everything! I'm the fucking reason he's dead!!!"

  A pair of nurses came running in. "You need to leave gentlemen." one said to them as she checked my vitals, while the other put something in my IV. I instantly felt sleepy, and soon drifted off to sleep.