Damaged

2.

I have always been a smart girl. Book smart. Street smart. But never boy smart. I never understood the male mind simply because the men I was surround by thought of nothing but drugs. So when pretty boy told me he wanted to fuck me I couldn't control my action of punching him in the face.

Hopping out the car I hear honking behind me. "Shut the fuck up!" I yell hopping in the closet cab. I give the driver the only address I want to remember. The only person that ever came to see me when I was locked up.

"Star!" I yelled banging on the door.

"Hold up I'm coming I'm..." she stopped mid sentence when she saw me. "Island!!!!" she yelled jumping on top of me. "I thought they said 20 years."

"Bitch got out for good behavior."

She pulled me inside and I see baby stuff all over the place. I forgot she had a baby. Black's baby if I'm correct.

"He ever come and see him?" I asked

"You know Black. It's never him. But its fine I met this new guy named Larry and he loves me and Mario."

I smiled at her. She was always falling in love to quick. She fucked the whole lot of them to but that's none of my business.

"I'm sorry I haven't seen you in a bit Mario been keeping me busy."

"I bet babies will do that to you."

"Lets talk about you have you seen Benny yet?"

We talked for hours. She told me how she met Larry and how he's a police officer in training. I told her to keep him away from me. Now I definitely cant tell her bout me going back to work. Star was a loyal person until she feels her time has run out. She doesn't know most of the shit I've done.

"Its getting late. Where you staying at?"

"I don't know yet. Black brother was supposed to take me to a place. That was until he said he wanted to fuck me and I punched him in his shit." Star busted out laughing. She knew I was never good at keeping my hands to myself. She then went on and on about how fine Pretty boy was.

"But anyway me and some of the girls are going out tonight. Come with?"

"Fuck no."
"Whyyyyyyy?" She whined.
"I don't like your friends sweetheart. They annoying."
"Just for an hour or two." She begged.

Later that night

Ugh I cant believe I'm doing this. I hate all of Star's friends. I knew most of them from high school. Fought a couple for talking shit. We are at this new club...Well new to me. The music was popping and I don't know how it happened but I was actually dancing and enjoying myself. The last time I was in a club I was closing a deal with the Cubans. They are always good for business I need to remember to contact them.

After about five songs I noticed someone was watching me. Star made me leave my gun at home which was weird considering her baby and boyfriend cop. But that's the least of my worries. Trying not to focus on the weird feeling I have I keep dancing until I feel arms wrap around me.

"I know you seen me. " I automatically knew the voice. It was pretty boy Christian.

"If I had my gun I would shoot you." I tried to turn around to look at him but he held me still kissing my ears down to my neck. Getting lost in him I don't even notice him putting an IPhone XR and cars keys into my hand.

"When you ready to come home, its in the GPS."