Fear [BTS X seme male reader]

Part 1

What happened?
He isn't my brother. But is he?
He's your brother (M/n) he's the person who raised you since your parents died.
Snap out of it!

M/n sighed in depression. His brother, Shiro, was acting weird. It was normal for him, he would be nice for most of the month, then switch. He would be creepy, always zoning out, and looking out in the distance. He saw Shiro about to bump into a wall, because of how zoned out he was.

"S-Shiro! Wait! Your ab-" His sentence was cut off, as a loud thug came. Then a groan. Shiro rubbed his head, and glared at M/n before smiling. A creepy, dead smile.

"Heh. Hey M/n, you remember Namjoon?" Shiro, smirked, seeing his younger brother flinch. Slowly, he approached the boy.

"You know, your former best friend?" He continued

M/n stared at him, his eyes showing his true emotions. Sadness, fear, and emptiness.

Namjoon, they were best friends before, he tried to forget everything about him. But once Shiro said that, the flashbacks rushed back.

Flashbacks

"Joonie~~~ give me back my toy car!"

"Hey (N/n)...I accidentally broke it.. sorry!"

"Dude. My brother gave that to me. Why? Anyways, are you going to that audition?"

"Yep! It's actually tomorrow!! Wish me luck!" Namjoon said, showing his dimples

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M/n snapped out of it. Not even sparing one glance, M/n walked out. Andddddd, right back into his room. He hadn't talked to him for a long time, but it's not like he wanted to. He changed, and not in a good way. But he remembered him, his lips, his cute as hell dimples, and his face in general. He remembers all the good memories they had. But he didn't. As time went on, their friendship slowly disappeared. He found his own friends, and M/n did too.
But in the last week of grade 8, he and his group teased M/n, and it was about the most insecure part of him. His eyes, and height.

M/n had two slightly different colours, but he was called a freak show, a monster, an abnormality. The list went on and on. He slowly became abnormal. That too, plus he was shorter than the rest of the kids.
(Yes. This is a seme male reader story)
He suddenly remembered the first time RM pranked him.

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"Hey M/n! " M/n turned to Namjoon, with the same cheery smile on his face. There was suddenly a splash of water, and a large gasp. Namjoons group laughed. While M/n who was mortified, slowly walked home. To Namjoon, it was just a funny joke, but to M/n, it was a signal that he didn't want to be friends.

But, there is hope at the end of the tunnel.

Because, M/n wasn't alone in this battle.

He forced himself to make friends, he cut off ties with everyone in that group. He actually became nicer, but didn't give the same bright smile.

He was happy

He forced himself to be better

And it finally paid off

And he finally had true friends.

But fate always has a different plan

He saw how successful they became

How they dominated the charts

How popular they became

So M/n did what he always did best.

He pushed himself further

If he can't be like them, he can be better.

But to a little sugar cube, he noticed.

He noticed how even when the odds were stacked against him

He always did better.

He over came that.

And when he saw the water splashed on him, he saw the life slowly drain.
And he was sorry.

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