Forgive yourself, Aliza.

Theres somone new, Aliza.

Hey guys.... Im sorry its going slow... I have been making all this up off the top of my brainhole... It will get better... Youll see.... Mwuahahahaha.

Forgive yourself? What the fuck does that mean? Who is she to tell me that? She is the one that cried because she killed her family. I dont blame her. I know how she feels. It hurts to know youre the reason somebody is dead.

Shut up, Aliza. She still forced you to tell them things you tried hiding for two years since you got here.

"Aliza, I know youre mad at me, but you need to forgive yourself. You need to know that it wasnt your fault. He has a mind of his own. You arent the one that shot him." Cassidy came in.

"Might as well have been." I mumbled, trying to get out the door. She blocked it. "I'd like to leave now."

"No can do, darlin." Somebody new said behind her. It was a guy. He had blonde hair and brown eyes. Adorable.

"Who are you?" I glared.

"Derek. You are Aliza, I already know." He put his hand out. Yeah, no. There is no way i am shaking this hot blonde douche's hand.

"Okay, so why cant I leave?" I asked.

"Because, I dont want you to." He said, dropping his hand.

"Thats nice. Get out of my way now." I snarled, trying to sound as mean as I can. This boy makes me weak, I swear.

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"Haha. As I said, I was told to make sure you stayed here so Cassidy here can talk to you." He smiled at me. Fuck.

"I know. She felt I needed to speak up so she did that. Now she wants me to forgive myself which wont be done so please move, you're wasting my time." I tried pushing Derek out of my way but he wouldnt move. He just stayed there and blocked my exit. Ugh.

"I'm really sorry, Aliza I just didnt want you to leave. I want you to forgive yourself because it wasnt your fault." Cassidy said.

"Yeah, it was. Can I leave now?" I asked.

"Yeah. By the way. There's a new boy, Aliza." Then I left.